The pain
The pain of being me is almost unbareable.
I can't look at myself in the mirror without thinking, about what i have become.
I have become something i'd rather not be.
Struck down by the family genetic makeup.
Cursed with hearing voices.
It is painful to hear the voice that says kill yourself kevin, you know it's the right thing to do.
Finding a way past them is hard.
The sulpiride can only do so much for me.
I'm on 800mg of the stuff.
It works for a little while then the voices come back after a few hours.
I don't know how much longer i can take it.
Things are coming to a head.
I don't know if i will be alive at the end of it or not.
I don't know what i'm doing anymore.
I can't look at myself in the mirror without thinking, about what i have become.
I have become something i'd rather not be.
Struck down by the family genetic makeup.
Cursed with hearing voices.
It is painful to hear the voice that says kill yourself kevin, you know it's the right thing to do.
Finding a way past them is hard.
The sulpiride can only do so much for me.
I'm on 800mg of the stuff.
It works for a little while then the voices come back after a few hours.
I don't know how much longer i can take it.
Things are coming to a head.
I don't know if i will be alive at the end of it or not.
I don't know what i'm doing anymore.