I'm just trying to keep my head up......
I love it when we lay in bed every morning & he lays there looking at me, smiling. It makes me happier than anything in this world.
I'm in absolute love ♥
Looks just like his daddy
oh yeah April 1st we're going to City for my 19th, cause my actual birthday falls on that Monday ((April 3rd)).
Its also my grampies birthday, wish I could go see his grave..
I need some grieving time, I've needed it for so long & I've been depriving myself of that. So afraid to become who I use to be, just don't want to feel that way ever again but its been hanging above my head eating at me. I've had this weird feeling for a long time, praying to God that it isn't what I think. The only thing I can do is wait, & I have zero patients :(((. I just wish I was in Tennessee for a fucking break I want to get away from everything, be in absolute solitude just me and my boy.
I think its bed time, good night