Nov 03, 2003 09:15
i am tried of things i do for people...and it doesnt matter. i should stop caring. if i put as much time and effort into school as i do caring about people i probably wouldnt be close to failing my italian class and wouldnt be failing my pychology class.
i am tried of doing things and people just taking advantage of me, it doesnt make me feel very well. then i realize shit why doesnt anyone do what i do for them, jesus! i wish i got treated just as good as i treat people. but nope, never. i think i should just stop caring all together and close myself off completely. not like anyone would care, or anyone would notice.
I’m Here Again
Inside You
It’s So Good Staying Here
But I Stay A Short While
I Float Around In Underwater Hibernation
In A Hotel Connected To The Electricity Board And Nourishing
Tyoowoohoo
But The Wait Makes Me Uneasy - I Kick The Fragility Away
And Shout - I Have To Go - Help
Tyoowoohoo
I Explode Out And The Peace Is Gone
Bathed In New Light
I Cry And I Cry - Disconnected
A Ruined Brain Put On Breasts
And Fed By Sleepwalkers