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the last 18 hours of my life have been bad. and its such a shame. first, i realized that this boy i've been talking to just isn't that cool. like, i tried to be into him, i even was for about 4 days and then we hung out yesterday and i was sitting there being like, omg i just realized that you're not that cool and so i'm going to make an excuse to leave. i think i got the point across pretty clear but he's in my class today so i guess we'll have to see how it goes. i may keep him around for a little while though because i've been chastized for not putting in enough effort and writing people off too easily. also, maybe i'll get some. but probably not, he's kind of like that. so basically all my future efforts will be out of spite to those who criticize me. doesn't that make so much sense? also, i decided i can't stand heather and merrill, i literally want to chop their heads off and parade them around as trophies. i had a minor freak out in front of the foreign language building about a half hour ago. i'm considering talking to them about my hatred but i feel like my efforts would probably be futile. the one thing i have going for me is my internal alarm clock which woke me up at 6:33 when i had to get up at 6:40 and had forgotten to set my real alarm clock. i was proud.