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even though its only 8:30 and i've been up since before the sun came up, i'm still in a really great mood. because i have had such a freaking productive week i can't stand it. probably more productive than i've had since i was in high school. but not senior year. and i'm really revelling in my lack of sleep, it makes me more on my toes. so i think i might make a permanent cut back from 6 hours a night to a nice 4 when i can. maybe on the weekends i'll allow a little more. but thats a boring thing to talk about. yay, its thursday so i get to see history class boy. i keep being really worried that he has some fatal flaw that is just inexcusable but i haven't found one yet. but i'm like, very very worried. i can accept something small that just bothers me but what if i suddenly find out he's an unacceptable person? i will be devastated, be sure of that. and i really can't take that on my plate these days. so lets hope all is well. *fingers crossed*