Apr 11, 2006 16:24
O....M....G.....
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!
I haven't written for a while, mostly because I had two exams yesterday and I banned myself from the computer until they were over. But now they are done and I need to vent.... majorly.
Today... sucks. Seriously. I found out that AIESEC Canada didn't put the payment through on my plane tickets and I lost them. Plus, my visa got rejected because I sent the wrong kind of cheque (I didn't know there was more than one kind...)
So today I had to go book NEW tickets, and I had to push back my departure date because I have to wait for the visa before I can leave. And I tried calling Karolina at the head office and she was gone all day. Then I went out and she called and by the time I was home she was gone again, and left a message that she wouldn't be in until late tomorrow either. And my tickets MUST be paid for before 5:00 pm tomorrow!! Or I have to do this whole bloody process again! And I can't send my visa until I have tickets! And I can't book by tickets until I know when I'm getting my visa! And the vicious cirle is slowly killing me!!!!!
Ahhh, this is horrible. What a mess. I'm sooo frusterated with everything right now. I think I'm just gonna curl up in a blanket and cry for a while. And scowl, because scowling helps... a little.
I know that nonody really want to read about my horrible horrible day, but tough. I feel better writing it. But I'm still freaking mad at myself and at AIESEC Canada for screwing up. And I can't relax. I didn't sleep last night. I won't tonight. And I have to get up freakishly earlyu AGAIN to call Toronto. And they probably can't do anything...
Plus, I called my Mom and she's not home. You know those times when you really need to talk to your Mom? Ya.
AHhhhhhhh, why does this have to be such a mess? Why does the stupid Brazillian embassy need to have flight tickets? Why can't AIESEC Canada process a payment request in 2 weeks? Why are there two different kinds of cheques!!?????
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Just got off the phone with my Mom. I feel a bit better now. Phone hugs aren't as good as the real thing, but better than nothing, that's for sure. :)