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Things aren't going very well on this wonderful Saturday morning. I'm coming to the conclusion that there is no way that I wil ever like my dad. He has pissed me off so much in my life and I just get to the point where I want to tell him Fuck you, I can't stand you. He has never been there for me! I dont want this to seem like I'm telling you the boring stories of my life but why do I hate him so much?
He has to go off on me this morning and yell at me cause i had a spoonful of ice cream, and how i'm s stupid that i dont know anyhting. Then I try to be nice and tell him things, hoping that he would care alittle, but no, was I wrong. He doesn't trust me, he thinks I lie, I'm the worst kid, yeah you know what, Fuck you...has he bothered to stop and look at what amazing kids he has compared to his others form his first marriage, now those are some fucked up kids!
Alittle worried this morning...wanted to knwo what happened with Gui, Luis, and Raul. They were missing. I got a phone call this morning from Esteban asking if I knew where they were. Nope! I didn't. Well we found them, hopefully everything is okay with them. Let me just say Luis....see what being a sell-out does for ya!
Have t get together with the group today to film a project. Hopefully we can get together tog et it done.