It sucks.

[tapemixx]

So I feel like I go through the same kind of things over and over. Like my whole life is a cycle. Sure, everyone's life has its ups and downs, but mine seem to repeat themselves over and over. For example: Last year [from like April-August] I had the following events happen. I fell seriously for someone, then someone else, then had a major event in terms of "performing arts", and then had a relationship, then ended up deciding something "major" in my life, then school started. This year, pretty much the same thing, but in a different order. I got in a relationship, danced in my first show in a while, got into ixora, then this summer fell for not one, but 2 people. That's annoying. Oh, and I also decided something major in my life too, about my future. I'm really getting sick and tired of this damn routine. I mean, like right now, I am sooo confused about my love life, to a point of exhaustion. I mean, we're "talking," whatever that means; but its going no where. We just text. Which is annoying, then when I see them, its almost ackward.
This is seriously pissing me off.
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