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this semester is very different from last semester.
i get lonely more often, though i rarely maket he move to get out of myhouse or my room.
i get lonely while i am at work or at my internship, when i see everyone else with their friendships and loves. then i come home and realize it has been such a long time since the last time i was home and could just sit and relax or draw. it is such a peaceful feeling that i dont want to leave.
perhaps its because i am ready to move out of this city. i have reached the point where i could give or take living here. i am ready for a new enviroment where i can explore and learn. i am ready to not be comfortable, to be anxious and have a little bit of nerves. i am just tired of this city and my life in it.
going to minnesota this weekend promises to be the most exciting thing of this semester. i am ready to voyage into the unknown and see what happens after 2 years of not seeing each other. i am ready to feel that connection with my friends that i hardly see. we hardly see each other yet i trust them so much with information i can't really tell anyone else. i miss them a lot. especially at nights when i have nothing to do.
my senior show is coming along... i have a title for my show, but i am choosing to keep it to myself and perhaps a select few. i just need to write up my proposal for where i want to have it, get it approved, and i am set... i am almost set with an art show of my own...
so though i get lonely, i realize i am growing up and more independant. i am tired of relying on other people to entertain me and to do something with, i enjoy relying on myself.
i get lonely more often, though i rarely maket he move to get out of myhouse or my room.
i get lonely while i am at work or at my internship, when i see everyone else with their friendships and loves. then i come home and realize it has been such a long time since the last time i was home and could just sit and relax or draw. it is such a peaceful feeling that i dont want to leave.
perhaps its because i am ready to move out of this city. i have reached the point where i could give or take living here. i am ready for a new enviroment where i can explore and learn. i am ready to not be comfortable, to be anxious and have a little bit of nerves. i am just tired of this city and my life in it.
going to minnesota this weekend promises to be the most exciting thing of this semester. i am ready to voyage into the unknown and see what happens after 2 years of not seeing each other. i am ready to feel that connection with my friends that i hardly see. we hardly see each other yet i trust them so much with information i can't really tell anyone else. i miss them a lot. especially at nights when i have nothing to do.
my senior show is coming along... i have a title for my show, but i am choosing to keep it to myself and perhaps a select few. i just need to write up my proposal for where i want to have it, get it approved, and i am set... i am almost set with an art show of my own...
so though i get lonely, i realize i am growing up and more independant. i am tired of relying on other people to entertain me and to do something with, i enjoy relying on myself.