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You know I am just really not happy. I can feel myself slipping away and I have no energy to push myself back to normal. Once again swallowing those pills are just too much work and I know that the seasons changing are changing me. So the pills are almost useless.
my cat was put to sleep and aside from gabby's hug and a message from sara and jill i feel like that was overlooked and it makes me angry.
i am just really mad and sad and a cluster of emotions i dont want to feel and i dont know how to shake it. except to lay in my bed and listen to music and drift off to sleep, so thats all i do.
my cat was put to sleep and aside from gabby's hug and a message from sara and jill i feel like that was overlooked and it makes me angry.
i am just really mad and sad and a cluster of emotions i dont want to feel and i dont know how to shake it. except to lay in my bed and listen to music and drift off to sleep, so thats all i do.