prison

Oct 14, 2006 07:29

well the good news, i slept a straight 5 hours about. the bad news, i just got done throwing up.

im trapped here in prison, all alone. i need one vistor to come see me. erin, i need you, i miss you.

i know before i would say "i can try, all i can do is try"  well now im here to say i promise, i promise i can change erin. i will not just try, i can guarentee i can change to make you happy. ive realized so much this week. first and foremost, i am nothing without doh doh. :)

im nothing without u, nothing makes sense. theres no point in me doing anything unless im back with you. ive realized how much i ignored you through our whole relationship.
i dont know where you like to sit in the movie theathers, i dont know what you like to do on your free time, i never paid as much attention to your needs as much as i did mine.

i know all of this now erin, i just need a chance, i need a chance to change. please just dont let me see what ive done wrong and how i cant live without you. make me learn all of this for a reason, the reason for when we get back together. im trying to take all of this one day at a time, but its so hard. instead im taking each day a second at a time, just waiting for your call or text message. making sure my cell phone is on and that i have full service.

everytime my cell phone makes a noise or vibrates i pray its you. ive been praying so much this week. i can't lose you erin, i just care bare the thought of saying "you were mine" i need you erin. im sitting her begging, what do i have to do?! what do i have to do?! im so confused.

i need you back, i need to get you back, i need help on what would bring you back.

please erin, im so in love with you, im here to say.....

im nothing without you,

your my employee of every month!!!!!!!!!
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