girl, or ex....

Aug 09, 2006 23:50

hey hey, whats up all, not much just got a cramp in my neck from playing subspace for to long like always.

well what new to report? umm.. got a new computer! finally! this is the set up:

19" flat screen,lcd, widesceen monitor. tower my brother built, dont know the exact spec's but good graphic's card and dvd-r.
5.1 surround sound system with 5 speakers and a subwoofer, basic hp keyboard, and basic lg mouse.

glad i finally got my "own" comp, with a pretty damn decent set up. my room shakes a lil from the bass, i love it during movies. i like the way it sounds when i turn it all the way up before i go out, it gets me in the mood to party, as if im already at the club

hmmm.. girl, well i really dont know what to do now. i've never been a fan of relationships were the couples scream and bitch at eachother, i know all relationships have arguments, but i dont like the whole cussing part. i always told myself i would never ever be in a relationship like that at all, and well i fell into one. i tried putting up with it but i couldnt take it anymore and called it off tonight.

so to skip my story i'll get down to the point, she started cussin at me on the phone, so i hung up on her(i rarely do unless people deserve it) and she kept calling and i ignored them because i didnt wana talk to someone who was bitching at me. she left a nasty voicemail, saying fuck, fucker, and fucking every other word practically. i dont know how hard i've been trying to make it work, but that's something i could no longer tolerate.

i know in a relationship u need to compromise, but there has to be a line to certain things you cant accept. i mean, those are my values i guess you would say. because if you have kids, they evenutally will hear those words, and think its ok because they're parents say them. sure i cuss at times, but not even close to that manner. i wish i could give you an example, but i tried to block it out already so i dont remmeber all she said.

if anyone is reading this, please tell me what i should do, or ask me to explain in full. i've lost one girl i truly loved, and i was single for awhile, so now im not really afraid of anything. im not afraid of being alone.

hmm. i duno what else, sorry if you cant read this, i never like spell checking my crap. well thats it for now. be back soon
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