strippersworkhard
I wonder if I could live a different life. I wonder if I could embrace another lifestyle than the one I've lived for the past five years. I think I can, I think I can. I will cancel my "girlfriend" membership. I'm going to have to pay the disconnect fees. I'm going to get my last bill a couple months after I cancel because the system works pretty slowly. She's not really that computer literate. she uses email now, but the virgin information lies at her fingertips. She won't just reach out and take the information whenever she needs it, just like I took her virginity. we had anal sex before we had vaginal sex. thats the kind of shit that happens in the early 2000's. Thats the way our culture IS now. So, guess what lifestyle I'm going to change to. The title is a hint. I'll forgo the effort of a traditional long term relationship, for the ease and high price of a functional one. I'll become le connoisseur de strip-teaseuse. I am already an appreciator of the performing arts. I see the skill and beauty of a dancer, or an actor. Strippers are both dancers and actors, in a very private setting. After years of going through life trying to make relationships work, when the person I chose was simply not a good match for me in one way or another. I won't do that "take home" relationship anymore. I'll leave it at the strip club. Then I'll come home and paint, draw, play videogames, watch movies, research random interesting things online or read a good book. I'll have a professional life, a personal life, and an appreciation for strippers. I'll watch porn, and masturbate at home, and the fantasy will become the emotional fulfillment. Later in life, maybe in my late 30's when I get tired of not ever feeling really connected to anyone since I was in highschool, I'll kill myself rather than experience another 30-40 years of meaningless relationships. The drama just oozes out of my ass, as I shit corn filled liquid words on the naked chest of your mind. And for those of you who don't agree with the lifestyle choices of others, don't forget that living your own is more important than living someone elses for them.