This Love, We're Professional (for e2x2o)
For: e2x2o
From: fairyminseok
Title: This Love, We're Professional
Rating: NC-17
Pairing(s): Tao/Suho
Length: 8327
Summary: The flow of time may stop for Zitao, but he can’t turn back a broken heart.
Warning(s): implied drug use (past), current recreational drug use (minor, non abusive), angsty smut, past!Broken relationship, misuse of mama powers, hurt/comfort, ( Read more... )
From: fairyminseok
Title: This Love, We're Professional
Rating: NC-17
Pairing(s): Tao/Suho
Length: 8327
Summary: The flow of time may stop for Zitao, but he can’t turn back a broken heart.
Warning(s): implied drug use (past), current recreational drug use (minor, non abusive), angsty smut, past!Broken relationship, misuse of mama powers, hurt/comfort, ( Read more... )
This fic was absolutely gorgeous. Everything, from the beginning to the end was beautiful. You wrote their relationship so well, their characterisations too. And the mama powers!!!!! oh my god, the mama powers ;;;;; It was so beautiful!!!! I also like how you wrote the drug abuse responsibly and realistically. You didn't glamorise it, instead you should how ugly his addiction is and how it has ruined everything he has touched, including his relationship with Joonmyun.
And your writing!! Your writing style is my favourite writing style!!!! It was dreamy with a touch of poetry and just very beautiful. I was so caught up in the story, even when I read it for a second time. I can't thank you enough for writing this for me and including everything I love in it. I'm starting to think you know me just because of how on point everything was and how you wrote sutao's characterisation!!! Especially Joonmyun's!!!! Just, wow this was gorgeous and beautiful and everything my angst loving heart could ever ask for.
Thank you so much for writing <3
(Now I shall quote and comment on my fav lines, watch me quote every single thing just because the whole fic is now a favourite of mine)
but his voice still has that pristine, put-together feel about it. He's always been a professional. yes ;;;;; that's it, that's joonmyun!
"I've realized that even when someone needs to fix themselves and that no one can do it for them they need the support," ahhh this line, it's so true ;;;;
"Especially not under the influence of your powers." I absolutely love how you turned tao's mama power into an addiction. And as I said before, it's not glamorised. Addiction is never pretty and I love how you've approached it so well here. Turned something like his powers into an addiction too. I'm so ;;;;;; this fic is so beautiful.
"You forget that it was your behaviour that drove me away." tao's behaviour, his addictions are ruining everything ;;;; I just wanna cuddle him but I like how joonmyun is handling the situation. And after all, joonmyun's not perfect either. He's also just a human at the end of the day. Your writing is so nice ;;;;;
"But you did," Zitao murmurs, before falling into a deep sleep. honestly, that whole paragraph really got to me. It was so raw, so real, and just wow
"Huang Zitao, up and coming designer" he's a designer!!!!!!!!!!! I was so lsfdjl;dsjfldkjsdjk when I read that!!!! yes my talented bby, yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeees
"I did everything for you and then left you on your own and you were fragile." this whole paragraph too!!! joonmyun realising his mistakes, that maybe he also caused more damage than good ;;;;; I love love LOVE their characterisations, it's so /them/ and I'm just a mess of emotions tbh
"This already happened," Zitao says quietly this got to me, this line really got to me. tao admitting to have used time and idk it's such a powerful line (also did i tell you how happy i am to see tao's real name being used in this fic!!!! because i am!!!!!)
"What did I say to scare you?" this too, this line is also really raw and really powerful and idk i'm so emotional, i love their interactions and the words they say ;;;; it feels like i'm reading a dream!
"Neither do I," Joonmyun says in a soft voice. Zitao forgets, has forgotten that Joonmyun sometimes isn't all put-together. tHIS LINE!!!!!! THIS LINE IS LITERALLY KIM JOONMYUN! I SCREAMED! YOU WROTE HIM SO ON POINT, I'M SO !!!!!!!! I CANT FORM PROPER WORDS BUT WOW LJDFS;KJFL;DJKFLDJ
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"When I was your baby boy" dID YOU JUST??????????? WAS THIS SUBTLE DADDY KINK???? I'M GONNA SCREAM!!!! L;WKDQL;AJDLQWDJLQADJLDLJ YES YES YES! PERFECt! evERYTHING IS PERFECT
Joonmyun may be a gentle person, may be nurturing and forgiving and emphatic, but he fucks hard, fast, body quaking thrusts :-))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))) I have died :-)))))))))))))))) that's SO JOONMYUN I'M ON FIRE
“I can’t change as quickly as you want me to,” Zitao says through a fresh batch of tears, ignores the look a passing waiter gives them.
“It’s okay Taozi,” Joonmyun places a hand on his own, and his eyes are deep as they meet Zitao’s again. “I love you.”
"We're messy, aren't we?" Zitao says allowed, not to Joonmyun but to the world. Joonmyun agrees with a soft hum, reaches over to steal a piece of food of Zitao's plate.
"We're hopeful,” Is all Joonmyun says. Let me just say how much I love realistic fics and realistic endings. You didn't turn everything into rainbows and sunshine, you left things open, hopefully. And that's one of the things I love so much about the fic, how realistic and slice-of-life everything is. I love angst and the angst you wrote is exactly what I love. It's the type that makes you read between lines and it's really poetic, really dream like. This fic is just absolutely gorgeous and I'm sorry my comment is probably too long but !!!! I wish I could quote every single line of it because I could go on and on ;;; Thank you for writing this for me and also writing my favourite tao pairing, one that's also a close ship to my heart. Reading this was an absolute joy and even though my heart was hurting because angsty sutao, I still enjoyed every word of it <3
(p.s did I catch subtle references about sutao being bisexual or am I just imagining things? but if yes then !!!!!!!!!!!!!! BISEXUAL SUTAO LDSJLSJKDLJLJDLKJD \O/)
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