....well then... there it is.
I was awaken this morning to the sounds of cursing, spitting, and baging. It was Tim. (Beyond pissed because his second alarm didn't go off, consequently he missed his car pool, has to drive his own truck, that has no gas, and the gas station don't open untill 6am, and he needed to leave at 5:30am) So he turns on the light throws on his clothes, and puts on his shoes, the entire time yelling 'F*ck' and 'Sh*t', and I'm sitting up in bed, wondering thats going on, rubbing my eyes because I'm blinded. Then I hear the door slma. And I'm like... ok did he just leave? Then he comes back in, cussing again saying that they left with out him, and he starts calling people on his phone. So I'm just trying to keep my mouth shut untill he has figured out all that he needs to do. Then he comes over to me, and he like, "I'm sorry for waking you up like that." and he gives me kisses, and tells me he what had happened. Now, I don't know if anyone knows this about me, but forsome reason if I wake up out of the ordinary, or wake up and some else is in a bad mood, it is so early in the moring that I don't have enough strength to block their emotions from me, so the seep right in. So right as he is about to leave I am as pissed off and upset as he is. Then he likes, "Good bye I love you." and I'm so upset (not a him!!) but thats just the emotion that I am feeling, so I say: "Just go to work, before your any more late." and he's like "Woah.. whats the matter with you? What did I do?" and I am feeling really bad by now, but still very sad and upset. And hes like: "Your going to make me late to work because I'm not going to go untill you tell me whats wrong" and I'm like. "Honey nothing is wrong, just go to work!" Because Id idn't want himt o be late, and it was true that there was nothing wrong with me, I just got some of his bad emotions this morning, thats it. But he was upset and he storms out and slams the door muttering: "What the fuck ever." and I am starting to cry because I hate leaving him all day when either one of us is upset. So I yell: "Come back, Tim! I love you!" but he dosen't come back, and so I s tart bawling and I just want to die... then I walk past the computer and I see this blinking at me:
Steve Hawk: i guess your asleep
Steve Hawk: WELL GOOD MORNING TO YOU I hope you have a wonderful day!
My friend Steve had tried to talk to me last night, but Tim and I had gone to be so early, so he just left that message so that I would see it in the morning... I can not express in words how much better I felt already. Its like, all of the horrible emotions I had gotten were just erased, and I got all of Steve's good ones from last night. ^_^ So thats where I am right now, happy and ready for the day. I'm so glad that he wrote that to me, I never realized it before but when some tells you "Good Moring" it really does make the morning good. It has been a long time sense someone has said Good Morning to me. Its nice to hear. Thank you Steve.
Well I have to go greet the day, hope everyone had a Good Morning!!
~me
Steve Hawk: i guess your asleep
Steve Hawk: WELL GOOD MORNING TO YOU I hope you have a wonderful day!
My friend Steve had tried to talk to me last night, but Tim and I had gone to be so early, so he just left that message so that I would see it in the morning... I can not express in words how much better I felt already. Its like, all of the horrible emotions I had gotten were just erased, and I got all of Steve's good ones from last night. ^_^ So thats where I am right now, happy and ready for the day. I'm so glad that he wrote that to me, I never realized it before but when some tells you "Good Moring" it really does make the morning good. It has been a long time sense someone has said Good Morning to me. Its nice to hear. Thank you Steve.
Well I have to go greet the day, hope everyone had a Good Morning!!
~me