Oct 03, 2005 07:32
First I want to apologize for not posting about my job, or really anything for the past few days.
Second I have to say a very very big apology to Steve. I came across to him in my last post as aggravated, and when I saw that he thought that I felt like such a big fat ass!! So I want to apologize so so much for that!!
Third I need to explain for my last post:
So the people at my new job own The CoachHouse, as well as a Halloween BOOtique. I ask them if they would consider training me to work there, sense no one else that I work with likes working there, and working at a Halloween store is on my list of things I want to do before I die, they agreed. So my first day working down there was a tuesday, the deadest day in the mall. I had a total of 2 sales for the entire 8 hours that I was down there, so I decided to stand out in front of the sotre, and greet people as the walked past, and try to lure them into the stre. Well everyone said hi back, but didn't come in. Then there was a guy across the hall at a Calander Kiosk, that was owned by Walden Books, and he said: "Pretty dead tonight isn't it?" and I'm like: "Everyone warned me it would be boring down here, but I don't think it is.. it's just not too busy." and he laughed, and introduced himself, and I introduced myself. And sense we were the only ones there, and only two feet apart we began to talk. And the first question thst I had asked any of my co-workers was 'What made you decided to start working at the mall?' so I asked this guy (Justin) that question, and he said that he was just working there pasrt time to have some weekend cash, and he said that he was training to be a Diver. So I was pretty intered and started asking he a bunch of question on the topic, sense I am scared of water and of sharks and stuff, it is cool to hear about someone who loves it, and who had acctually fed sharks before!! So them the conversation kid of stopped, and he is like: "Well I could tell you more about it on Friday night." and I was so suprised, so I'm like: "huh?" and he's like. "Would you like to go to a movie with me?" and my face turned SO red, and I held up my left hand, and said: "I am so sorry, but I am married." and his face got SO red and he started to apologize, saying that he didn't see my ring, that was covered by my long sweater (it gets really cold in the mall) and So I said: Don't worry about it. and he said: "Well atleast now you know your still attractive." and I started to laugh and went even more red. and he said. "Well we can still be friends, right?" and I'm like: Sure, I mean, it was an honest mistake, and I liked this guy for a friend, he was interesting to talk to and, and we had a lot of things in common. So we pretty much talked untill 3:00 because that was the end of his shift, then a girl came down to run the kiosk, and I began to make friends, with her. and Blah Blah Blah.
So I come home, and didn't think I would tell Tim because I new his would over react. But I decided that i didn't want to lie by ommision about anything so I told me, and he got quiet, and then we had this kinda of fight, dicussion, and what really got me upset was when he told me that he didn't trust me. HE DIDN'T trust me!! And I was like, Tim I trust you every day, I might get jelouse, and everything, but usually I am just kidding. I KNOW he would never do anything to ruin our relationship. And hes like: Well you wouldn't like it if I had a friend that was a girl. and I'm like, Do you know what. I think I'm starting to change, and I really don't care if you have a friend thats a girl. and he's like: Well I can't have a friend thats a girl, and I can't even talk to anyother girls. and I'm like: Oh? and he's like: All guys can be seduced, so I don't want to leave an opening for anything!! And I was so fing suprised. I mean, he just freaking admitted to me that he would have sex with another girl if she found go to close to him!! And I was so ready to just walk out, because he said that I could have seperat friends from him, and that we had to make friend together, or have friends that were already married. And I'm like, well we had a friend together and his name was Steve. And he was like: Nope, he is only YOUR friend now! And I was so flabbergasted! And I'm like: NO! Steve always asks how you are, where you are, how work is going and YOU always blow him off, and never talk to him. Well excuse me for trying to keep our old friendships going! and so we both coold off a little bit, and we tried to call his friend Charlie to get some advise, but he neever asnwers the phone. So we called my dad and we talked with him, and he sided with tim on some things, and helped me get another mans point of view. He said maybe tim had an anger problem, but at the same time so man likes another man sniffing around his woman, so me and Tim stopped fighting, and tried to talk it out... and yet. Thats about it.
Cripes! I'm so sorry this post was so long, but you know it has been like, three days sense I have posted anything. So yea, if you had the patients to read threw this, Good Job! Other wise, Steve I am so so sorry! And please don't think that you and me talking is making me and Tim fight, because it isn't, I preomise, it might have sounded that way above, but its not true!!
Anyways, have a good week everyone!!
~me