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When you lose grasp of your outlets, your sources of happines, inner peace, calmness, pretty much your escape from it all..then what?
I used to find comfort in hula when I was younger. When I hated my week i'd be looking forward to sundays. When I hated my parents i'd blast my cds in the basement and find myself dancing to the beat of the ipu to find my good mana again. When I was so stressed in school, friends, boyfriends, etc... nothing mattered on that cold orange floor at stephen leacock. because I was there, doing what I loved best beside the people i aspired to be, the people that inspired me inside of hula and outside.
things aren't the way they used to be.
I find that i am very reliant on my friends and those close to me. when i'm down, moody, irritable, and at my most vulnerable breaking point i depend on someone for advice, for comfort, for happiness, to make decisions for me. more and more i'm learning that it is most important to be there for yourself. to be more independant. to trust yourself and go with what you believe is right. because it's not always that you will have someone there for you. in the end.. you just gotta learn to face the inevitable.
change comes at you so fast that you just don't know how to recover.
I used to find comfort in hula when I was younger. When I hated my week i'd be looking forward to sundays. When I hated my parents i'd blast my cds in the basement and find myself dancing to the beat of the ipu to find my good mana again. When I was so stressed in school, friends, boyfriends, etc... nothing mattered on that cold orange floor at stephen leacock. because I was there, doing what I loved best beside the people i aspired to be, the people that inspired me inside of hula and outside.
things aren't the way they used to be.
I find that i am very reliant on my friends and those close to me. when i'm down, moody, irritable, and at my most vulnerable breaking point i depend on someone for advice, for comfort, for happiness, to make decisions for me. more and more i'm learning that it is most important to be there for yourself. to be more independant. to trust yourself and go with what you believe is right. because it's not always that you will have someone there for you. in the end.. you just gotta learn to face the inevitable.
change comes at you so fast that you just don't know how to recover.