nothing to do with anything...
Thats what i am. I've been hardly getting on here lately. And i've been eating like a fat ass. No support=fat ass. Er, i need to start back on here everyday. I've been busy everyweekend lately....went camping one weekend, and went out of state this week end. It has been exhausting. And of course when i get stuck in the car for hours upon end all i do is eat. Er. I' sick of all the excuses in my head for eating all this food. Its not worth it. What did the scale say on saturday night? 147. Holy crap how did that happen?? Today i was 143. So waterweight n stuff i guess. I've purged twice this weekend too. It's not really the norm for me...and it wont be. So somehow i gained 4-5 lbs in a week or so. Horrible. Good thing we're broke until friday though :)
I also have some new books to read. The "His Dark Materials" series (golden compass), and "Memnoch the Devil" of the anne rice vampire series. I own all the others and realized today i was missing that one. So i'll start reading that tonight...or maybe after i'm done re-reading "The Vampire Lestat"....I'm such a nerd.
Different but related note....My mother in law is LDS and she will be staying a night here next weekend...I get worried she'll see all my books somtimes and judge me. She's very sweet and i love her, but she's always makeing me uncomfortable with all her god talk. She quit smoking and i asked her how she did it this weekend, and she said god did it not her. Give me a break. God didn't do it. Her willpower did. She used her belief in god as a reason to exercise willpower. I'm not God bashing by the way, i wont even go into anything like that....But anyways She's constantly bringing up "the scriptures say" and telling us to go to church anytime i see her. All it does is make me uncomfortable and drive me away from such things. Don't get me wrong, yes i do belive in god, but the people that ramble about him all day and gove him credit for things when they should pat themselves on the back, annoys me.
So anyways the way that is related is about my books. 90% of my books are fantasy ficton/mythology/astrology/Tarot/Palm reading etc. And i just know she's going to make some freaking comment. Why is it that anything strange or different is devil worship? My Dad made some comment(he's an idiot by the way) about the golden compass movie being about evil or some bullshit. Hm doesn't seem that way at all to me! The series is on the same fantasy level as Narnia, or LOTR, and guess what those authors are christian. Oh wait the reason that movie is evil is because the spirits of humans in animal form are called daemons. Ok so the word demon is used. Damn can't a author use a word without being judged. Symbols are used everywhere. People are always eager to write off shit as evil when all they are are idiots.
Sorry this has been bothering me. And since my dumb myspace account has easily offendable people on it, i shall ramble her. ok i'm done. er. damn you myspace.
I also have some new books to read. The "His Dark Materials" series (golden compass), and "Memnoch the Devil" of the anne rice vampire series. I own all the others and realized today i was missing that one. So i'll start reading that tonight...or maybe after i'm done re-reading "The Vampire Lestat"....I'm such a nerd.
Different but related note....My mother in law is LDS and she will be staying a night here next weekend...I get worried she'll see all my books somtimes and judge me. She's very sweet and i love her, but she's always makeing me uncomfortable with all her god talk. She quit smoking and i asked her how she did it this weekend, and she said god did it not her. Give me a break. God didn't do it. Her willpower did. She used her belief in god as a reason to exercise willpower. I'm not God bashing by the way, i wont even go into anything like that....But anyways She's constantly bringing up "the scriptures say" and telling us to go to church anytime i see her. All it does is make me uncomfortable and drive me away from such things. Don't get me wrong, yes i do belive in god, but the people that ramble about him all day and gove him credit for things when they should pat themselves on the back, annoys me.
So anyways the way that is related is about my books. 90% of my books are fantasy ficton/mythology/astrology/Tarot/Palm reading etc. And i just know she's going to make some freaking comment. Why is it that anything strange or different is devil worship? My Dad made some comment(he's an idiot by the way) about the golden compass movie being about evil or some bullshit. Hm doesn't seem that way at all to me! The series is on the same fantasy level as Narnia, or LOTR, and guess what those authors are christian. Oh wait the reason that movie is evil is because the spirits of humans in animal form are called daemons. Ok so the word demon is used. Damn can't a author use a word without being judged. Symbols are used everywhere. People are always eager to write off shit as evil when all they are are idiots.
Sorry this has been bothering me. And since my dumb myspace account has easily offendable people on it, i shall ramble her. ok i'm done. er. damn you myspace.