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I have to pee right now. Soooo today was ok. I was 138 this morning. I expected so. Whatever. I'm trying to be good, but its so hard. I'm purging alot. I don't really feel bad about doing it, but bad about the food i eat in the first place that makes me want to do it. It's not getting me anywhere much... I don't know. But i must must must lose! I must be 135 on july 5th! So we'll see what happens. ugg. I've been so down lately. I put my painting supplies out on the table twice this week, and both times i did nothing. Nothing at all. They're still sitting on my kitchen table. :( I think these new birth control pills are gettin to me. I'll just blame it on them. yeah...