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Feb 25, 2008 20:31

I sorted through my friends list on LJ today and removed a lot of people from it. It's nothing personal. If you can't see my "friends only" posts anymore it's either because a) we're just acquaintances and I've never had an actual substantial conversation with you, b) you haven't updated in a long time or c) I just don't feel I can trust you (Okay, so maybe that one's personal. So sue me.).

Maiqui says she liked me better as a bitch. Well, you know what? So did I. People didn't feel like they could push me around or screw me over. Lately, I feel like I've been too nice and letting people into my life without being the least bit critical of them. And look where that got me! I got fucked. (No, not literally.) I just thought I should warn you. Don't be surprised if from now on I'm the cold-hearted bitch I was a year ago. It's just that I don't trust all that many people anymore, and with good reason, and I am so sick of this feeling of being pushed around. I lost myself for a while there but I'm back now and believe me when I say the next time you cross me, I am going to take you so far down you'll be 6 feet under by the time I'm through with you.

I tried to believe in people's innate goodness but yeah... That's a load of crap.
Hahaha. Yes, I am angry. Deal with it.
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