Southland
I went crusing around Southland today. I got me a nice little necklace and some nice hoopy earrings.
I was in the Body shop smelling random stuff and I picked up Arber (mens colonge) and smelt it. It smelt like Ben... cause I had almost completely forgotten that I bought that one time for him to say sorry for saying crap. So yeah, here I am in the shop holding the bottle in my hand remembering that I used to nuzzle and kiss his neck whilst smelling this on him - which, also drove me wild!... Grr, The sting of missing someone. It's so funny how for the past week I've really been trying to pretend he doesnt exist... and there are moments when I'm like 'So whos Ben Hunn?' but then there's the moments when on the inside it's like 'boo, i'm missing you so much it hurts'
But hey, I'm trying. You can give me credit for that. But I really really want to talk to him.
I also bought a new nike top.. yeah shut up the inner jock is releasing herself again. I don't think I could do athletics again though... or any sport for that matter because I'm just not into it anymore. My old running coach was always like 'C'mon tanya, u've got the talent.. but not the effort' hah, wow that was like 2 years ago.
I caught the bus today to Mentone... just to perv on the hot guys! Seriously in Mentone there are like 39834590839058430958234 walking past. I have to go back there tomorrow morning to pick up this jacket i put on hold at some Op shop.
I'm silly to the max
I'll post pictures ones day
I was in the Body shop smelling random stuff and I picked up Arber (mens colonge) and smelt it. It smelt like Ben... cause I had almost completely forgotten that I bought that one time for him to say sorry for saying crap. So yeah, here I am in the shop holding the bottle in my hand remembering that I used to nuzzle and kiss his neck whilst smelling this on him - which, also drove me wild!... Grr, The sting of missing someone. It's so funny how for the past week I've really been trying to pretend he doesnt exist... and there are moments when I'm like 'So whos Ben Hunn?' but then there's the moments when on the inside it's like 'boo, i'm missing you so much it hurts'
But hey, I'm trying. You can give me credit for that. But I really really want to talk to him.
I also bought a new nike top.. yeah shut up the inner jock is releasing herself again. I don't think I could do athletics again though... or any sport for that matter because I'm just not into it anymore. My old running coach was always like 'C'mon tanya, u've got the talent.. but not the effort' hah, wow that was like 2 years ago.
I caught the bus today to Mentone... just to perv on the hot guys! Seriously in Mentone there are like 39834590839058430958234 walking past. I have to go back there tomorrow morning to pick up this jacket i put on hold at some Op shop.
I'm silly to the max
I'll post pictures ones day