why me?
I really dont know how worse my life can get.....as soon as you thought that things were going to work out and be ok something happens and it is worse than ever.
How come i keep getting hurt buy guys?? They must think that i am some sort of toy that they can just get my heart out and play with it. I am tired of getting hurt by guys....i mean he just calls me and says that he still likes me and cares for me but as a relationship there is nothing there does that make any kind of since?? and he said that he is still going to do somethign for me on valentines day but i feel like telling him not to even bother..i mean i dont want him to keep holding on if there is nothing there because that would just make me feel even worse.
I am gald that all this happen now that i sit back and think about it because me and _______ have been talking and i think that he has feelings for me...so who knows..i just dont want to set myself up for another heartache. Guys are not worth it.
Plus there is a lot of things that i need to work on about myself and i think that this will give me time...i mean i am not the April that i used to be.....
I cant even think of the last time i went out and hung with friends..i mean this is my senior year and i dont want to miss out on things like that especailly with friends.
I need to get myself back in church i really miss going to church and being a leader like i was....
I just dont know what to do anymore...i have lost hope in soemthings and i just dont know what to do or where to turn...please keep me in your prayers
How come i keep getting hurt buy guys?? They must think that i am some sort of toy that they can just get my heart out and play with it. I am tired of getting hurt by guys....i mean he just calls me and says that he still likes me and cares for me but as a relationship there is nothing there does that make any kind of since?? and he said that he is still going to do somethign for me on valentines day but i feel like telling him not to even bother..i mean i dont want him to keep holding on if there is nothing there because that would just make me feel even worse.
I am gald that all this happen now that i sit back and think about it because me and _______ have been talking and i think that he has feelings for me...so who knows..i just dont want to set myself up for another heartache. Guys are not worth it.
Plus there is a lot of things that i need to work on about myself and i think that this will give me time...i mean i am not the April that i used to be.....
I cant even think of the last time i went out and hung with friends..i mean this is my senior year and i dont want to miss out on things like that especailly with friends.
I need to get myself back in church i really miss going to church and being a leader like i was....
I just dont know what to do anymore...i have lost hope in soemthings and i just dont know what to do or where to turn...please keep me in your prayers