Long Entry to Spam You

[tanuki_dono]

In the wake of my absence, I have gotten quite behind with the goings-on with most of you. However, I am still going to subject you to the mediocre updates regarding my life. Because I'm just lovely and inconsiderate like that lately

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[tankyasue]

I wasn't aware that you were studying to become a radiologic technologist until now. I must say that I'm impressed. Though I've considered a position in the medical field myself, I know that I couldn't handle it. Most parts of the human anatomy make me weak in the knees, and I certainly wouldn't be able to deal with all the emotional struggles. But, I'm glad that you enjoy what you do. You're clearly a very strong and emotionally mature person (though it's good that you haven't lost your goofy side. It'll get you far in life).

I understand what you mean about wanting to completely give up on your writing, as I've often felt this way myself. I feel terrible, actually. I haven't updated in months, or even started working on the next chapter. The whole thing seems to be turning into a complete mess. I've forced myself to go through all of my old stuff, and honestly I think it's awful. I don't understand how any intelligent person can actually enjoy it (I don't mean to offend anyone by saying this. It's just how I feel about my own work.) A lot of the time, I really just want to delete my livejournal and ff.net profile, and just quit. The only thing that's stopped me thus far is knowing that there are intelligent people who have actually enjoyed my work thus far, even though I loath it. (Dang, I really sound whiny right now). In my defense, I am going to continue ‘Tainted Purity’ (mostly because I like to finish what I start). I’m just taking a break from writing at the moment.

Anyway, I'm not going to tell you, 'No don't delete your stuff, it's excellent.' I'm not stupid enough to think that I actually have the right to tell you what to do with your own work, but I'm still really glad that you didn't because I have enjoyed everything that you have written thus far. I guess I just find it sad to think that you'd give up writing, since you obviously excel at it, but I have no right to tell you what to do with your life. Sorry, I’m beginning to sound whiny again, so I’ll shut up now. -_-*

BTW I just wanted to answer your last question: Yes, I can relate to everything that you said that you feel about your writing. That’s what I’d wanted to say from the beginning, but then this mess came out. And, thanks for the music.