The Whoring Angel

Jan 10, 2006 11:41

I will not let this shedding of skin destroy who I am inside. I will not let the weeds infest me and strangle me in this disease. I will not break. I will not bleed. I will kill god and design a new death for the whole world to adore. Let her wings blind eyes filled with lust, i have tasted her flesh and i have drank of her love and both have ABANDONED me here, with ULCERS(BLEEDING AND SEETHING PUSS), screaming this cancerous rage at the walls her feathers have made. Her disease feast on the hearts of men as she slides her forked tongue into their ears, incubating the growth of their MADDNESS, claiming peace while inticing war, like some new christian church of pain. Everything about her is beautiful but sometimes beauty in and of itself can be a grotesque and monstrous thing, ravaging those unlucky souls who gaze upon it. Was it so wrong to just want to be a part of her, nothing less and nothing more, instead I am only a scar and memories of guilt and DISGUIST. When her eyes drift to my shell she sees shit, like all of them she too sees that I am TRASH. But I will not be thrown away i will build up until cupid chokes on the stench and DIES. That first kiss sealed my fate, like herion in the veins I LOVED DYING. But i have found a rehab goddess to tear the awful SLUT drug from my body, that whoring angel only made me SICK this one makes me smile. Never will i let that needle touch my arm again, never will i walk her garden of STONE, never will i surrender again, for her only wish was to break me and i motherfucker am UNBREAKABLE. "FUCK THE WORLD FOR ALL ITS WORTH, EVERY INCH OF PLANET EARTH. FUCK ME TOO DON'T LEAVE ME OUT."

Driving Faster (Emancipating....[cory gets that one])
NEW_BREED_OF_GOD

------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------SOME SONGS OF MY FEELINGS ALL FROM THE_GREAT_SOUTHERN_TRENDKILL BY PANTERA

10's
MY SKIN IS COLD. TRANSFUSION WITH SOMEBODY, MOROSE AND OLD. DROP INTO FRUITLESS DYING. IT WAS TEMPTING AND BARED, THE whoring angel RISING, NOW BURNING PRAYERS. MY SILENT TIME OF LOSING.{MY FOES---THEY CAN'T DESTROY MY BODY. COLLIDING SLOW. LIKE_LIFE_ITSELF} LONG FOR THE BLUR, WE CANNOT DRY, MUCH LONGER. CEMENT DIRT, DISGUISTED WITH MY CHEAPNESS.{MY FOES---THEY CAN'T DESTROY MY BODY. COLLIDING SLOW. LIKE_LIFE_ITSELF}
REACHING DOWN, STARING UP AT THE FORGIVER.

FLOODS
A DEAD ISSUE, DON'T WRESTLE WITH IT. DEAFEARS ARE SLEEPING. A GUILTY BLISS, SO INVITING(LET ME IN. NAILED TO THE CROSS. i feel you, realate to you, accuse you. {WASH AWAY US ALL_TAKE US WITH THE FLOODS} then throughout the night, they were raped and encored. COLD HEARTED WORLD. YOUR LANGUAGE UNHEARD OF, THE VAST SOUND OF TUNING OUT. THE RASH OF NEGATIVITY, IS SEEN ONE SIDEDLY. BURN AWAY THE DAY. the nervous, the drifting, the heaving {WASH AWAY US ALL_TAKE US WITH THE FLOODS} then throught the day, mankind played with grenades. COLD HEARTED WORLD. and at night they might bait the pentegram. EXTINGUISHING THE SUN. WASH AWAY MAN, TAKE HIM WITH THE FLOODS. DIE........

SUICIDE NOTE PRT 1 & 2
1
CHEAP COCAINE, A DRY INHALE, THE PILLS THAT KIL AND TAKE THE PAIN AWAY. TAKE THE PAIN AWAY. DIET OF LIFE, SHELTER WITHOUT, THE FACE THAT CANNOT SEE INSIDE YOURS AND MINE. YOURS AND MINE. {WHEN I'M HIDING, WHEN I NEED IT, IT HELPS ME BREATH, FOR OUR HANDLE ON THIS LIFE, I DONT' BELIEVE---THIS TIME....WOULD YOU LOOK AT ME NOW?(WOULD YOU LOOK AT ME NOW?) CAN YOU TELL I'M A MAN?(CAN YOU TELL I'M A MAN) WITH THESE SCARS ON MY WRISTS. TO PROVE I'LL TRY AGAIN. TRY TO DIE AGAIN, TRY TO LIVE THROUGH THIS NIGHT. TRY TO DIE....} FOREVER FOOLING, FREE AND USING, SLIDING DOWN THE SLIDE THAT BREAKS A WILL. BREAKS A WILL. MOTHERS ANGEL, GETTING SMARTER, HOW SMART ARE YOU TO REGRESS UNFULFILLED? UNFULFILLED. IT'S A DAMN SHAME, BUT WHO'S TO BLAME?{REPEAT CHROUS}
2
OUT OF MY MIND, GUN UP TO THE MOUTH. NO PRETENSION, EXECUTION, LIVE AND LEARN. RAPE AND TURN. NOT FAIMLY, NOR PRE-JUDGED ARAMY, THIS FOR ME, AND ME ONLY, COWARDS ONLY TRY IT. {DON'T YOU TRY TO DIE, LIKE ME. IT'S LIVIDE AND IT'S LIES AND MAKES GRAVES. DESCENDING.} IT'S NOT WORTH THE TIME TO TRY, TO REPLENISH A ROTTING LIFE. I'LL END THE PROBLEM, FACING NOTHING, FUCK YOU. FUCK YOU ALL. TORTURED HISTORY, ADDICT OF MISERY, THIS EXPOSES ME. FOR WEAKNESS IS A MAGNET--WATCH ME DO IT. WATCH ME DO IT. DO IT DO IT DO IT DO IT. {REPEAT CHORUS} WHY WOULD YOU HELP ANYONE WHO DOESN'T WANT IT, DOESN'T NEED IT, DOESN'T WANT YOUR SLUT ADVICE WHEN A MINDS MADE UP TO GO AHEAD AND DIE. WHATS DONES IS DOEN AND GONE SO WHY CRY?!

"so i'm done with saving you, a gift unto myself, a tired savior, a wased favor, and i'm luck i'm alive."
---LIVING THROUGH ME(HELL'S WRATH), pantera
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