she, she screams in silence...
i guess this is what they mean by "through the thick and thicker" cause this is quite hard to get through.
i dont have real words or sentences to describe what i mean... so i'll pretend to be poetic.
Since i'm the farthest thing from one, i am just a child that god has foresaken, and now i have taken his job in my hands.
i am judging again,at least i think so. i have become a hermit, i am pervers and i cannot explain myself.
i have no reason, maybe its just a change of heart.. or maybe it never was a change at all.
i think i have "loved" him since i first saw him, but maybe i'm wrong. and all i can seem to think about is how i am hurting these pedestrians that "love" me and i ignore them and step on their hearts. its not that i dont care, cause i am a bag full of that, but i just seem to be drawn to him.. he is my flame for some reason, i am fasinated by him, and i simply cant stand the thought of not having him by me. so as i go on, i am breaking these hearts and killing these kids, and they have no idea why... cause its all because i cant stop following him. i dont even know why.... he is my anomily.. the thing i cannot figure out... i feel so bad that i am dragging this kid along on my anckles, because while he is at home waiting for me to call, i am out talking with my flame about snuggling and cuddling... i dont know what to do or what to say to make these things that i have done better. its not that i am a bad person, i am just not a person who can fix hearts.. i am not a person who can kill anguish or dry tears.. but my beautiful flame is.... and that is why i "love" him.. what is that word???? "love"? there is no such thing.. i think its a fairly tale they tell kids in their beds to make them think life can be something better than it might be.... or maybe i am a hypocrite.. yes, yes this is it....
i dont have real words or sentences to describe what i mean... so i'll pretend to be poetic.
Since i'm the farthest thing from one, i am just a child that god has foresaken, and now i have taken his job in my hands.
i am judging again,at least i think so. i have become a hermit, i am pervers and i cannot explain myself.
i have no reason, maybe its just a change of heart.. or maybe it never was a change at all.
i think i have "loved" him since i first saw him, but maybe i'm wrong. and all i can seem to think about is how i am hurting these pedestrians that "love" me and i ignore them and step on their hearts. its not that i dont care, cause i am a bag full of that, but i just seem to be drawn to him.. he is my flame for some reason, i am fasinated by him, and i simply cant stand the thought of not having him by me. so as i go on, i am breaking these hearts and killing these kids, and they have no idea why... cause its all because i cant stop following him. i dont even know why.... he is my anomily.. the thing i cannot figure out... i feel so bad that i am dragging this kid along on my anckles, because while he is at home waiting for me to call, i am out talking with my flame about snuggling and cuddling... i dont know what to do or what to say to make these things that i have done better. its not that i am a bad person, i am just not a person who can fix hearts.. i am not a person who can kill anguish or dry tears.. but my beautiful flame is.... and that is why i "love" him.. what is that word???? "love"? there is no such thing.. i think its a fairly tale they tell kids in their beds to make them think life can be something better than it might be.... or maybe i am a hypocrite.. yes, yes this is it....