May 06, 2004 14:51
well my life prettymuch sucks. i used to have a good life but then my mom got married and she forced me to move to mexico. i hat all the people here and i hate that evrybody speaks spanish. i dont like speaking spanish so i choose not to even tho i know a decent amount and i can understand what people are saying the ppeople here treat me like a retard. they act like i dont know spanish and that i am like fucking retarded! i hate liveing here too much to discribe. and i cant go to my family for help because my mom doesnt care because all she does is dwell on her "horrible" problims that consist of her not being able to do ne thing because my stepdad is at work all day and my mom doesnt know ne body here. and my little sister has some of the same problims that i do but i cant talk to her because shees a fucking bitch to me all the time. she treats me like shit and she acts like im not even worth her time and she treats me like im more of a retard than the moronic mexicans do! so all i have is my guitar and my friends in tucson but i barely have them ne more eithor because my "girlfriend" or whatever dumped me and it doesnt make ne sense. she told me that i was the perfect boyfriend and all that jizz because i did evrything perfect. i wrote her songs and i always wouldhave done absolutely ne thing for her. but she told me that thats not what she wanted and she dumped me for some dude that she met on the internet that lives in bum-fuck Egypt that shees never even seen in person! and so i try to write songs here and i cant think of ne thing to write about othor than how completly Fucked my life is. and the only person in the world who even gives 2 shits about me is my best friend Kristen Peterson. but wut do u know, she lives in tucson like 500,000,000,000 miles away. but i can still talk to her on the internet but her stepdad is an asshole and her mom cought porn on his computer and he blamed it on her and so now she cant go on the computer unless the´re not home.so i dont mean to bitch but my life sucks out the yin-yang.lol