SURVIVOR ON THE ROCKS.
Nothing major.
Just felt like writing here for a bit.
I'm nested on a cushion in the living room watching "Survivorman" on Discovery Channel.
With my dad.
Talk about Father-Daughter bonding time, with man on screen eating raw lizard.
Was supposed to work today but they cancelled and said I didn't have to go last minute.
I was dressed with make-up on, about to leave when they called.
I don't quite know how to feel about that.
Happy since I didn't really feel like it. Working that is.
But there goes a day's worth of pay.
Ah Heck.
So since I was already awake I walked Moomy to the interchange and got myself breakfast.
Which I don't do.
Which felt nice.
But I don't think I'll be able to get up early unless it's for work purposes.
tsk tsk.
Can't wait to get away next month.
Taiwan, followed by Japan early next year.
Shopping.
I am going to buy a lot of stuff.
I'm actually prepared to come back a pauper.
But who cares.
I want to get away.
Take nice pictures,
Enjoy life.
The topic changes,
but everyone's talking about Y and R infected with H1N1.
Read today that their temperatures are back to normal.
Good, but I expected it.
For they are so strong.
Right? I wouldn't forgive them otherwise.
They're a little too skinny now than I would like them to be,
but as long as they're okay.
It's funny.
I keep talking about moving forward,
moving towards that direction.
Now the year is coming to an end in 3 more months.
I still remember, how I always looked at the sky and felt that the stars were too far away.
Within sight, but unable to reach.
It was something of a fire born out of pain and frustration that kept me going.
so now,
I'm here.
When I look up and see the same sky now...
It's still far away,
but less intimidating.
I'm just really impressed with myself.
Just because I've kept with one thing,
the same thing and this only thing,
for the longest time I actually find it ridiculous.
I'm not like that,
actually I'm never like that with many things.
People change,
their mindsets change.
Then when I meet a particular person I haven't in a while,
it's funny to see how much I've grown with my thinking,
and how much they've changed with theirs.
Accepted a lot of things,
Learnt how to hold back,
When is the right time to let go,
Moved past things that were so significant, so hurtful before,
but so vague and almost amusing now.
It's such a wonder what time can do.
I reflect on all the events that have befallen upon me,
and even the shortcomings cannot be considered for less than a blessing.
Because I really think that I won't be who I am right now.
Sometimes, if I could time slip I would slap and kick and punch,
and hurl the dirtiest and nastiest insults - even vulgarities, at a few people.
(I still do, actually. Haha)
I really would if I could,
but at the end of the day I have to thank them.
Why get myself worked up over it man.
It makes my skin condition worse.
Yes, my skin will start to age next year and I don't want to look like a gunnysack.
So I'm taking all measures to make sure my skin looks like a movie star. =)
Though I don't even have a tenth of their fortune, but I'll work hard at it.
Pretty random, and pretty repetitive I know.
All of this and whatnot.
Ya whatever.
I have a super boring life.
No boys, no drama.
You don't have to read if you don't like it.
If you know someone cute and resembles the -points to header- person groping at a piece of black satin.
Send em my way please.
I will kiss your shoes.
=)
But I want to change this all-text-no-pictures blogging format.
Getting a tad too mundane.
Even for me.
I'll try luh.
I should just heed everyone's advice and look for someone when I'm no longer in Singapore.
=/
mk out.
Just felt like writing here for a bit.
I'm nested on a cushion in the living room watching "Survivorman" on Discovery Channel.
With my dad.
Talk about Father-Daughter bonding time, with man on screen eating raw lizard.
Was supposed to work today but they cancelled and said I didn't have to go last minute.
I was dressed with make-up on, about to leave when they called.
I don't quite know how to feel about that.
Happy since I didn't really feel like it. Working that is.
But there goes a day's worth of pay.
Ah Heck.
So since I was already awake I walked Moomy to the interchange and got myself breakfast.
Which I don't do.
Which felt nice.
But I don't think I'll be able to get up early unless it's for work purposes.
tsk tsk.
Can't wait to get away next month.
Taiwan, followed by Japan early next year.
Shopping.
I am going to buy a lot of stuff.
I'm actually prepared to come back a pauper.
But who cares.
I want to get away.
Take nice pictures,
Enjoy life.
The topic changes,
but everyone's talking about Y and R infected with H1N1.
Read today that their temperatures are back to normal.
Good, but I expected it.
For they are so strong.
Right? I wouldn't forgive them otherwise.
They're a little too skinny now than I would like them to be,
but as long as they're okay.
It's funny.
I keep talking about moving forward,
moving towards that direction.
Now the year is coming to an end in 3 more months.
I still remember, how I always looked at the sky and felt that the stars were too far away.
Within sight, but unable to reach.
It was something of a fire born out of pain and frustration that kept me going.
so now,
I'm here.
When I look up and see the same sky now...
It's still far away,
but less intimidating.
I'm just really impressed with myself.
Just because I've kept with one thing,
the same thing and this only thing,
for the longest time I actually find it ridiculous.
I'm not like that,
actually I'm never like that with many things.
People change,
their mindsets change.
Then when I meet a particular person I haven't in a while,
it's funny to see how much I've grown with my thinking,
and how much they've changed with theirs.
Accepted a lot of things,
Learnt how to hold back,
When is the right time to let go,
Moved past things that were so significant, so hurtful before,
but so vague and almost amusing now.
It's such a wonder what time can do.
I reflect on all the events that have befallen upon me,
and even the shortcomings cannot be considered for less than a blessing.
Because I really think that I won't be who I am right now.
Sometimes, if I could time slip I would slap and kick and punch,
and hurl the dirtiest and nastiest insults - even vulgarities, at a few people.
(I still do, actually. Haha)
I really would if I could,
but at the end of the day I have to thank them.
Why get myself worked up over it man.
It makes my skin condition worse.
Yes, my skin will start to age next year and I don't want to look like a gunnysack.
So I'm taking all measures to make sure my skin looks like a movie star. =)
Though I don't even have a tenth of their fortune, but I'll work hard at it.
Pretty random, and pretty repetitive I know.
All of this and whatnot.
Ya whatever.
I have a super boring life.
No boys, no drama.
You don't have to read if you don't like it.
If you know someone cute and resembles the -points to header- person groping at a piece of black satin.
Send em my way please.
I will kiss your shoes.
=)
But I want to change this all-text-no-pictures blogging format.
Getting a tad too mundane.
Even for me.
I'll try luh.
I should just heed everyone's advice and look for someone when I'm no longer in Singapore.
=/
mk out.