LXX: Lucky
I think I'm lucky that I didn't have time to write this last night because it was just one of those days where everything seems to bring you down. I mean it was just a matter of that everywhere I looked I saw someone who had luck and fortune on their side.
I mean I look through my friends and they all have luck, Jono and Trent both have girlfriends. Even Mielz has managed to find herself a boyfriend...I don't know what it is...I feel like she shouldn't mean anything to me since I've never met her...but when I talk to her and it's all Louie Louie Louie...I guess I just get jealous.
I don't know how I worked this theory last night though...I mean theres only three that I can name...why wasn't I thinking of Tash who seems to have enough things bringing her down to rival my own...maybe it's just that with the minor rebirth of Kyee hope I considered her lucky to be one of the unblocked.
I guess there is some truth to it though...I mean the only other guy I know with as much luck as me is Brad...I mean is my luck really so bad that I'm on par with a WoW addict that due to events over the year has had almost all of the student body grow to dislike him?
It's not just girls though, it's luck in general...little things like not being able to sleep at night, having my laptop overheat 30 times a day even though it's not summer...I mean I look back and I have been lucky in what I get, I mean I have a laptop...but it's old now and can never run any game I want it to...I have a PS2 and a gamecube, but no money for games, nor money for anything else really. I mean theres a madman sale happening...$10 a dvd of any anime...and I can't get anything for two reasons, A. No Money B. My mum refuses to get a debit card or any form of credit card...she always uses the excuse 'When your father pays child support'...she uses it as an honest excuse...but she knows he won't pay and she uses that to not just have to do it.
I feel like I just need one thing...maybe it will be getting guitar hero 2...maybe if I'm lucky I'll find a way to get a Wii for xmas...or it could be something not money related...all it could take is one girl...problem being I have no idea how to find one girl. I keep saying next year...but thats months that I'll have to wait and that annoys me.
There was a glimmer of hope though today...I found out that FF12 was out...but that hope died quickly as it was only America it was out in and on every site I look it up on for Australia there is no date listed.
But despite that it all not all doom and gloom...Accounting exam was today and it was easy enough to meet my liking...whether you count this down to the fact that Accounting is hell easy and I know my stuff or just luck is no matter...I'm choosing the latter of the two and deciding that this will hopefully lead to an improvement in luck.
I mean I look through my friends and they all have luck, Jono and Trent both have girlfriends. Even Mielz has managed to find herself a boyfriend...I don't know what it is...I feel like she shouldn't mean anything to me since I've never met her...but when I talk to her and it's all Louie Louie Louie...I guess I just get jealous.
I don't know how I worked this theory last night though...I mean theres only three that I can name...why wasn't I thinking of Tash who seems to have enough things bringing her down to rival my own...maybe it's just that with the minor rebirth of Kyee hope I considered her lucky to be one of the unblocked.
I guess there is some truth to it though...I mean the only other guy I know with as much luck as me is Brad...I mean is my luck really so bad that I'm on par with a WoW addict that due to events over the year has had almost all of the student body grow to dislike him?
It's not just girls though, it's luck in general...little things like not being able to sleep at night, having my laptop overheat 30 times a day even though it's not summer...I mean I look back and I have been lucky in what I get, I mean I have a laptop...but it's old now and can never run any game I want it to...I have a PS2 and a gamecube, but no money for games, nor money for anything else really. I mean theres a madman sale happening...$10 a dvd of any anime...and I can't get anything for two reasons, A. No Money B. My mum refuses to get a debit card or any form of credit card...she always uses the excuse 'When your father pays child support'...she uses it as an honest excuse...but she knows he won't pay and she uses that to not just have to do it.
I feel like I just need one thing...maybe it will be getting guitar hero 2...maybe if I'm lucky I'll find a way to get a Wii for xmas...or it could be something not money related...all it could take is one girl...problem being I have no idea how to find one girl. I keep saying next year...but thats months that I'll have to wait and that annoys me.
There was a glimmer of hope though today...I found out that FF12 was out...but that hope died quickly as it was only America it was out in and on every site I look it up on for Australia there is no date listed.
But despite that it all not all doom and gloom...Accounting exam was today and it was easy enough to meet my liking...whether you count this down to the fact that Accounting is hell easy and I know my stuff or just luck is no matter...I'm choosing the latter of the two and deciding that this will hopefully lead to an improvement in luck.