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The Vicious Cycle
Depression leads to loss of motivation.
Loss of motivation leads to loss of creative abilities.
Loss of creative activities leads to more depression.
This explains recent lack of writing/journaling/creativity.
The Story
I live in an apartment in a small city in New Hampshire with my boyfriend of two years. He is extremely interested in things of political and conspiracy-theory nature. These sorts of things frighten my little denialist mind. This causes more depression also.
The Temporary Conclusion
I have good friends and people in my life that replace my current lack of familial love and concern. Slowly I will give unto others and myself things to improve my own life and outlook and the lives and outlooks of others.
I will become stronger, older, brighter.
Depression leads to loss of motivation.
Loss of motivation leads to loss of creative abilities.
Loss of creative activities leads to more depression.
This explains recent lack of writing/journaling/creativity.
The Story
I live in an apartment in a small city in New Hampshire with my boyfriend of two years. He is extremely interested in things of political and conspiracy-theory nature. These sorts of things frighten my little denialist mind. This causes more depression also.
The Temporary Conclusion
I have good friends and people in my life that replace my current lack of familial love and concern. Slowly I will give unto others and myself things to improve my own life and outlook and the lives and outlooks of others.
I will become stronger, older, brighter.