The bright light at the end of the tunnel

[tanlwythbuddha]

At some point I'm going to have another nervouse breakdown. it's been nearly two months since I put in to get my bonus, and it hasn't shown up yet. Due to events on monday, I now have no phone for now due to missing my payment last month which is liek $445 or $455 and then the one that's due at the end of this month I have no clue where that one stands, I owe the school $830, $56 for utilities, $28 for my credit card, plus the old one to which I need to pay off and then cancel. The next check or so I get won't be until Mayish, and that's from Financial aid. Which reminds me I need to email the lady for Tuition Assiastance for SOC. This is worse then when I joined the Army.

Dear Universe, Gods, and planet Earth

If I give you blood would you let me finally have some peace?
I'll look for a job, and try to make a better effort at my studies.
Thanks,
Arlen Verl Duncan III