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I think its beyond fucked up when random people try and read my journal and see a public post then go to forums and post things saying "hahaha vanessa had a miscarriage" and basically say i deserved it.
NOBODY knows what fucking pain i went thru emotionally and physically. it was the worst pain I have ever experienced. I'd do ANYTHING to have my baby back while they go and crack jokes yet im crying myself to sleep nearly every night because i feel like i failed as a mother since i miscarried even tho there was nothing i could do to prevent it.
I hope people rot in fucking hell, seriously.
NOBODY knows what fucking pain i went thru emotionally and physically. it was the worst pain I have ever experienced. I'd do ANYTHING to have my baby back while they go and crack jokes yet im crying myself to sleep nearly every night because i feel like i failed as a mother since i miscarried even tho there was nothing i could do to prevent it.
I hope people rot in fucking hell, seriously.