May 15, 2006 12:39
I may have fell from grace, but that did not entitled me to be officially dead, 'coz I ain't no lovin' the dead, related or not.
The events in the past few days have been stressful and the roller-coaster kind, but from within somewhere, I finally found the strength to go on, and many thanks to the many kind-hearted people (who wished to remain anonymous, and I respect their decision for that) who had stood by my side whilst I'm ravaged in my deepest pain, and who have a hand in finally bringing me back to who I was originally.
Yes, it feels SO good to be back, among the living. I finally see things as it is, no longer the hellish delusions I'd have had in the past few days. I finally had my grasp on the real emotions that makes a human, human. And I guess, I have finally done something right during this time, by coming back.
Though I might just need a little bit more time to really recover wholely and completely, for now, I shall put the past behind me and look forward to the future, no matter how grim (and annoyingly dark and miserable) the present is.
Like this song, I'm gonna breakaway from the shackles that have bounded me since the time I fell.
I'm gonna ascend again to the heavens and reclaim my throne as the one and only One-Winged Angel, beloved by all.
And this time, it'll be harder to kill me off. 'Coz this time, I'm here to stay. AND I will NOT become just a mere memory, oh no.
For now, thank you again to my closest friends for a job well done.
From,
Lammy
The One-Winged Angel
reborn