Big day yesterday... for me anyways

Jul 04, 2005 17:40

I finally got to feel the baby kick yesterday. Julia's been able to feel it for about 3 or 4 weeks now, but I never could. To be honest, I was starting to think that I would never be able to, and I was a little depressed about it. Not so much jealous, but it was just a connection that I wish I could have felt, and now I have. Very exciting. The feeling is hard to describe, but it's like a mixture of pride, joy, anticipation, and amazement. I can't wait until November. In the mean time, we go to the OB/GYN on Wednesday to see the ultrasound and hopefully learn the sex. Such an exciting and surreal time in my life.

That being said, I'm really depressed today, and not sure why. Maybe it's the rain; maybe because our camping trip is over; perhaps the thought of going back to work on Sunday... maybe just a chemical imbalance in my medula oblongata. Oh well, I'm sure I'll snap out of it.
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