Reasons
Supposedly there is a reason for everything some great answer to what we do and what we don't and how other people act yada yada yada. Man how I wish it was true but the truth is this idea is a creation to comfort ourselves just like the idea of God having a hand in our lives almost even his very existence. No real reason for this rant other than I'd really like to know what to do with myself I still don't know what do with my life no wants no hopes or dreams. Is this normal? Hardly, usually it seems people stuck with such life indecision are torn between many.
Friends... I wish I could feel and understand at once to drive off of that feeling feeding me for more. But it doesn't seem to exist I've been told I need to change my outlook on life on the day to day routine that it is worthwhile to feel some satisfaction in simply completing little chores and other things but how the next day comes and it's time to begin again there is no achievement. How do you smile without faking it it's been too long to really remember. !!!!! Just angry with myself... torn apart and lost lost lost. No skills, no degree... no where to go. And no Reason for it at all...
Friends... I wish I could feel and understand at once to drive off of that feeling feeding me for more. But it doesn't seem to exist I've been told I need to change my outlook on life on the day to day routine that it is worthwhile to feel some satisfaction in simply completing little chores and other things but how the next day comes and it's time to begin again there is no achievement. How do you smile without faking it it's been too long to really remember. !!!!! Just angry with myself... torn apart and lost lost lost. No skills, no degree... no where to go. And no Reason for it at all...