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hate hate hate hate hate hate
i better be able to sleep over amandas today bc im gonna kill myself if i have to look at my stepmoms face one more time today.
i feel like shit. my fucking dad and stepmom are such assholes. ive been dealing with all this shit beteween them and my mom sice i was little and it seriously makes me crazy. i hate being in the middle of this bullshit. my dads always like "i hate this shit" "i cant take this im 48" but does he ever stop to think about me being yanked around and how i feel? no he dosent.. im like sitting here going insane but its ok though .... yeah... i fucking hate this shit. omg i wish i could explain it better. im sure that all makes no sense. i just wish my dad was nicer to me. he can be so mean sometimes. like with the things he says. it makes me feel like im not even his kid and he just deals with me bc he has to by law. and i wish my stepmom would stay the fuck out of everything bc she just makes it worse. i cant wait till im 18 so i can leave all of them and just live my life without all their noise.
i dont know what im doing anymore. i need some refer. im done complaining for now
-domster
i better be able to sleep over amandas today bc im gonna kill myself if i have to look at my stepmoms face one more time today.
i feel like shit. my fucking dad and stepmom are such assholes. ive been dealing with all this shit beteween them and my mom sice i was little and it seriously makes me crazy. i hate being in the middle of this bullshit. my dads always like "i hate this shit" "i cant take this im 48" but does he ever stop to think about me being yanked around and how i feel? no he dosent.. im like sitting here going insane but its ok though .... yeah... i fucking hate this shit. omg i wish i could explain it better. im sure that all makes no sense. i just wish my dad was nicer to me. he can be so mean sometimes. like with the things he says. it makes me feel like im not even his kid and he just deals with me bc he has to by law. and i wish my stepmom would stay the fuck out of everything bc she just makes it worse. i cant wait till im 18 so i can leave all of them and just live my life without all their noise.
i dont know what im doing anymore. i need some refer. im done complaining for now
-domster