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its hard to gain trust when youve already fucked things up. im sorry for what i have done in the past and i have some regrets. i dont know if anyone will ever forgive me for anything i have done but i hope they do. i am trying to change and become a better person but this is what i know right now. i have a headache trying to figure things out and how i can make them up. i am worried that no matter what i do i will always be the piece of trash people think i am. i wish i could make life a little easier on me. or maybe a handbook would be nice