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how come whenever i have a really good day, it always turns out shitty. like today. i passed my german final and my chapter 4 test. woot to the 91/100! then the whole class was a blast, there was cake and singing and laughter and joyful times. hehe but noo...couldnt just walk away from that one being fun and nice. no, instead my phone is turned off because the fucking bill is 300 dollars because cherry decided to talk 1400 minutes over. then drew is mad because of that. which means i get mad. then! then my mom is feeling shitty and went home early. shes having stabbing pains in her side and told me to call an ambulance if she passes out. wtf? im freaked out. i dont know what to do. i want to go out so bad and drink but i cant cause my mom might pass out. why o why couldnt i have had a good day and just kept it that way. im so stressed right now. i can barely breath or see or feel anything. fuck!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!