[Fic] What You Really Want...
Title: What You Really Want
Author: Emi-san
Rating: R-ish? *isn't good at ratings*
Warnings: Almost-smut, again. :D;;
Disclaimer: I don't own Prince of Tennis (although don't we all wish we did? *sigh*)
Notes: Written for fujicestfest. Since my last one was Yuuta x Syuusuke, and this is the only pairing I like that I truly enjoy switching, have some SyuuYuu this time. >D
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"Aniki, what you really want... isn't this."
"Yes it is." Aniki had smiled. "What I really want is right here in front of my eyes..."
And so, Yuuta was pushed down on the bed. He knew Syuusuke liked it better when they were in bed instead of standing up, since then the physical advantage that Yuuta had wasn't so apparent anymore. Which made it was easier for the older boy to do what he wanted.
At the same time, Yuuta also liked being on the bed more. After all, the bed was warm... and cozy... And certainly better than the wall aniki had just pushed him against.
"Aniki, wait-" but that was all Syuusuke would let him slip, since just a second later their lips were locked in a hot kiss. Normally Yuuta would try to protest. However, it had ocurred to him a while ago that aniki really liked the "cute little sounds" he was making when he did, so he just shut up and waited until his brother was done savoring him.
"Aniki..." Yuuta began when his mouth was free again. "Stop that."
"Why? Don't you like it?" His brother's face was a smiling but unreadable mask. Yuuta sometimes wished aniki could be more open at times like this... It was a stupid thing of him to wish though, since he didn't really want there to be times like this at all.
"Of course not! You're my brother, how could I-"
"But you do." Syuusuke's smile seemed more genuine now. He leaned forward and kissed the younger boy lightly on the cheek. "Does this feel bad?"
"Aniki..." It didn't. It actually almost reminded him of the kisses they had shared at birthday parties and such when they were children. When everyone else had thought they were so cute when they did it.
"And this?" Syuusuke kissed Yuuta's forehead, and then his temples. "And this...?" He went lower and started to leave a small trail of kisses down Yuuta's neck. When that was done, he started working upwards towards the mouth again.
In every one of those places, Yuuta felt like he was going to melt. He wanted to just close his eyes and place himself in the best way to make aniki do this as fast as possible, but when he met his brother's eyes right in front of his, he found himself completely unable to avert that gaze.
"Yuuta, just because I'm your brother..." Syuusuke said gently and ran a finger across his cheek. "How could my touch ever be bad?"
Yuuta's eyes widened. But before he could answer that, aniki leaned down and gave him another one of those kisses which always made him feel 10 times weaker than usual. "See?" Syuusuke licked his lips afterwards. "You like it quite a bit, don't you?"
"Aniki..."
It wasn't bad. Of course aniki's touch had never been bad. Even when they were younger, when these things had been new, and Yuuta had been scared and unsure about how to handle it (not that he knew better now, though), he had never felt downright disgusted by it.
And that could become a bigger problem than aniki's actions right now.
Yuuta realized that he was unable to move from the position he had gotten himself in. Their bodies were so close. Aniki's look was full of desire, and it was all so evident that he didn't know if he was going to last much longer. "This is..." The thought that he was about to get topped by a guy, and by his girly-looking brother no less then popped up in Yuuta's mind, and he groaned.
"Aniki... Do you have to do this?" he tried. Yuuta knew he wasn't nearly as skillful at talking as his brother, and he also knew that the chance of him escaping this was well... low to say the least, but he still felt that he couldn't give up without putting up a fight.
Syuusuke sighed. "Yes, I do." He suddenly leaned down and gave Yuuta a hug. "I do, Yuuta. I know..."
Yuuta could feel his aniki's warm breath against his neck. He could also feel his scent clearly, like it was everywhere, filling him up. How did aniki always make him feel so reduced, like his own will didn't matter at all anymore?
"I know you don't think of me like that. We've talked about it, and I know you won't ever be able to do this... look at me the way I look at you. You wouldn't ever put me in a situation like this."
Yuuta noticed that while hugging him, Syuusuke had put his head lower than his own for once. Why? So far, it had seemed like aniki was in control of everything that had happened since he came home half an hour ago. But now, it was like he was reaching out. Like he wanted an agreement, an answer.
"Aniki, that's not... Or it is, but-"
"That's why I have to do something. I can't wait for you any longer, Yuuta. I must do something."
Syuusuke broke the hug and pushed Yuuta further into the bed by his arms. "Don't worry. You know I would never do anything to hurt you, Yuuta" he whispered. Aniki's beautiful face looked like a mix of sadness and eager at the same time. Yuuta realized that Syuusuke rarely, if ever, showed so much emotion, except when he was with him.
Sometimes, he wondered what it was about him that his older brother favored so much. But he had never been able to figure it out.
"You know I'll be gentle, Yuuta", aniki smiled. "I'll be so gentle..." His look was almost hypnotizing, like it was keeping Yuuta captured. The younger boy found himself unable to move an inch, as his aniki leaned down and slowly started to lick and bite him in the neck. "You won't have to worry about a thing. I'll only make you feel good..."
And he kept that promise. Yuuta didn't know how aniki knew all his weak spots, since until then they still hadn't gone that far (or had they? Oh dear...), but he did. So Yuuta could only sigh and focus on the pleasure as his brother continued to eat away at his neck and move his hands over his chest. It was too teasing though. Yuuta felt bad about it, but it felt even worse to hold it back. He wanted more.
And that's why it felt like such a relief when aniki finally finished the buttons of his shirt, and started to suck on one of his nipples.
"Aniki, ah!" he moaned, much louder than he had planned to. "Don't... Oh..." he almost drawled, his voice higher and a lot more begging than before.
Syuusuke's eyes widened a bit at this sudden display of lewdness. He even stopped for a second, but then he continued, using his tongue more. Yuuta arched back underneath him. He squirmed, felt how his face flushed and how warmth spread through his whole body. He really liked this. He really didn't mind at all when aniki did these things, and somehow... he wanted aniki to know that, even if it was only through the moans. That he wasn't disgusted by it. That he also loved him more than anyone else... And that noone else in the whole world could make him feel like this.
He wanted to be able to say these things to aniki without there being any misunderstandings, any question about what either of them was really thinking. So even though it felt like he was going to lose his mind during the moments this was going on, Yuuta was still able to decide on something.
"Aniki, you don't know... You don't know how wrong you are."
He knew what it was he was about to say, but aniki had to know. For once.
"I love you. I want you to have me."
His aniki stopped completely. He looked as if he hadn't registered what his younger brother had said at all, even though he had obviously heard it. So Yuuta went on.
"I can't take it anymore either, aniki..." He bit his lip. "I won't mind anymore, so... Please?"
Yuuta had never felt so slutty before in his life when he tried to spread his legs a bit wider. His erection was aching, and he was blushing all over, but he still managed to gather enough strength to look his brother in his eyes and whisper:
"Take me."
Hopefully aniki still keeps that bottle of lube in his drawer, was Yuuta's last coherent thought that night.
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I had a lot of fun writing this, so I hope you enjoy. ^^ And hopefully I'll be able to write real porn next time. Whee. :D;; *killed*
Author: Emi-san
Rating: R-ish? *isn't good at ratings*
Warnings: Almost-smut, again. :D;;
Disclaimer: I don't own Prince of Tennis (although don't we all wish we did? *sigh*)
Notes: Written for fujicestfest. Since my last one was Yuuta x Syuusuke, and this is the only pairing I like that I truly enjoy switching, have some SyuuYuu this time. >D
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"Aniki, what you really want... isn't this."
"Yes it is." Aniki had smiled. "What I really want is right here in front of my eyes..."
And so, Yuuta was pushed down on the bed. He knew Syuusuke liked it better when they were in bed instead of standing up, since then the physical advantage that Yuuta had wasn't so apparent anymore. Which made it was easier for the older boy to do what he wanted.
At the same time, Yuuta also liked being on the bed more. After all, the bed was warm... and cozy... And certainly better than the wall aniki had just pushed him against.
"Aniki, wait-" but that was all Syuusuke would let him slip, since just a second later their lips were locked in a hot kiss. Normally Yuuta would try to protest. However, it had ocurred to him a while ago that aniki really liked the "cute little sounds" he was making when he did, so he just shut up and waited until his brother was done savoring him.
"Aniki..." Yuuta began when his mouth was free again. "Stop that."
"Why? Don't you like it?" His brother's face was a smiling but unreadable mask. Yuuta sometimes wished aniki could be more open at times like this... It was a stupid thing of him to wish though, since he didn't really want there to be times like this at all.
"Of course not! You're my brother, how could I-"
"But you do." Syuusuke's smile seemed more genuine now. He leaned forward and kissed the younger boy lightly on the cheek. "Does this feel bad?"
"Aniki..." It didn't. It actually almost reminded him of the kisses they had shared at birthday parties and such when they were children. When everyone else had thought they were so cute when they did it.
"And this?" Syuusuke kissed Yuuta's forehead, and then his temples. "And this...?" He went lower and started to leave a small trail of kisses down Yuuta's neck. When that was done, he started working upwards towards the mouth again.
In every one of those places, Yuuta felt like he was going to melt. He wanted to just close his eyes and place himself in the best way to make aniki do this as fast as possible, but when he met his brother's eyes right in front of his, he found himself completely unable to avert that gaze.
"Yuuta, just because I'm your brother..." Syuusuke said gently and ran a finger across his cheek. "How could my touch ever be bad?"
Yuuta's eyes widened. But before he could answer that, aniki leaned down and gave him another one of those kisses which always made him feel 10 times weaker than usual. "See?" Syuusuke licked his lips afterwards. "You like it quite a bit, don't you?"
"Aniki..."
It wasn't bad. Of course aniki's touch had never been bad. Even when they were younger, when these things had been new, and Yuuta had been scared and unsure about how to handle it (not that he knew better now, though), he had never felt downright disgusted by it.
And that could become a bigger problem than aniki's actions right now.
Yuuta realized that he was unable to move from the position he had gotten himself in. Their bodies were so close. Aniki's look was full of desire, and it was all so evident that he didn't know if he was going to last much longer. "This is..." The thought that he was about to get topped by a guy, and by his girly-looking brother no less then popped up in Yuuta's mind, and he groaned.
"Aniki... Do you have to do this?" he tried. Yuuta knew he wasn't nearly as skillful at talking as his brother, and he also knew that the chance of him escaping this was well... low to say the least, but he still felt that he couldn't give up without putting up a fight.
Syuusuke sighed. "Yes, I do." He suddenly leaned down and gave Yuuta a hug. "I do, Yuuta. I know..."
Yuuta could feel his aniki's warm breath against his neck. He could also feel his scent clearly, like it was everywhere, filling him up. How did aniki always make him feel so reduced, like his own will didn't matter at all anymore?
"I know you don't think of me like that. We've talked about it, and I know you won't ever be able to do this... look at me the way I look at you. You wouldn't ever put me in a situation like this."
Yuuta noticed that while hugging him, Syuusuke had put his head lower than his own for once. Why? So far, it had seemed like aniki was in control of everything that had happened since he came home half an hour ago. But now, it was like he was reaching out. Like he wanted an agreement, an answer.
"Aniki, that's not... Or it is, but-"
"That's why I have to do something. I can't wait for you any longer, Yuuta. I must do something."
Syuusuke broke the hug and pushed Yuuta further into the bed by his arms. "Don't worry. You know I would never do anything to hurt you, Yuuta" he whispered. Aniki's beautiful face looked like a mix of sadness and eager at the same time. Yuuta realized that Syuusuke rarely, if ever, showed so much emotion, except when he was with him.
Sometimes, he wondered what it was about him that his older brother favored so much. But he had never been able to figure it out.
"You know I'll be gentle, Yuuta", aniki smiled. "I'll be so gentle..." His look was almost hypnotizing, like it was keeping Yuuta captured. The younger boy found himself unable to move an inch, as his aniki leaned down and slowly started to lick and bite him in the neck. "You won't have to worry about a thing. I'll only make you feel good..."
And he kept that promise. Yuuta didn't know how aniki knew all his weak spots, since until then they still hadn't gone that far (or had they? Oh dear...), but he did. So Yuuta could only sigh and focus on the pleasure as his brother continued to eat away at his neck and move his hands over his chest. It was too teasing though. Yuuta felt bad about it, but it felt even worse to hold it back. He wanted more.
And that's why it felt like such a relief when aniki finally finished the buttons of his shirt, and started to suck on one of his nipples.
"Aniki, ah!" he moaned, much louder than he had planned to. "Don't... Oh..." he almost drawled, his voice higher and a lot more begging than before.
Syuusuke's eyes widened a bit at this sudden display of lewdness. He even stopped for a second, but then he continued, using his tongue more. Yuuta arched back underneath him. He squirmed, felt how his face flushed and how warmth spread through his whole body. He really liked this. He really didn't mind at all when aniki did these things, and somehow... he wanted aniki to know that, even if it was only through the moans. That he wasn't disgusted by it. That he also loved him more than anyone else... And that noone else in the whole world could make him feel like this.
He wanted to be able to say these things to aniki without there being any misunderstandings, any question about what either of them was really thinking. So even though it felt like he was going to lose his mind during the moments this was going on, Yuuta was still able to decide on something.
"Aniki, you don't know... You don't know how wrong you are."
He knew what it was he was about to say, but aniki had to know. For once.
"I love you. I want you to have me."
His aniki stopped completely. He looked as if he hadn't registered what his younger brother had said at all, even though he had obviously heard it. So Yuuta went on.
"I can't take it anymore either, aniki..." He bit his lip. "I won't mind anymore, so... Please?"
Yuuta had never felt so slutty before in his life when he tried to spread his legs a bit wider. His erection was aching, and he was blushing all over, but he still managed to gather enough strength to look his brother in his eyes and whisper:
"Take me."
Hopefully aniki still keeps that bottle of lube in his drawer, was Yuuta's last coherent thought that night.
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I had a lot of fun writing this, so I hope you enjoy. ^^ And hopefully I'll be able to write real porn next time. Whee. :D;; *killed*