Sep 05, 2005 19:17
Help....
I'm visiting grammar school, 3.year. well, you know that's difficult school.
Last winter I'd fall in love with some boy, Buc. He had special dressing style... beautiful long hair, and even more beautiful blue eyes. Ok... maybe he looked a bit like girl. (punčkasto?)
Then started my problems with al girls in school, cause he was the most wished guy in school. You know... all girls were jealous!
We've never been officially couple, just friends in public. (personality is other story).
Em... I've seen him just few times during holidays. He cut his long hair, change dressing style....he's not so attractive anymore. And I think he's not the most wished guy in school. I think I'd fall in love with some other guy... So, we (me and Buc) started arguing. What happened then? Officially broke up!
Everything was fine till today... I thought I don't love him anymore. But today I've seen him in school. I saw his beautiful blue eyes. He looked me so.... sad?? :-/ <3
I can't talk with him. We're not even friends anymore!! Well, there's tiny possibility that we make it up... (do you remember? I'm reddish now!) he haven't seen me reddish yet. Till today.... I think he'd fall in love with me (again). Gosh!
I can't love two guys in the same time, but I'm still interested in that other guy. Do I love anybody??
What should I do?
Love, Tanja