Now is the time..... Zhi chi de zhichan!!!

[tanitsuki]

Heh.... so much time wasted staring into the space, one day i will be there, but for now I am happy on the ground.

As well as all of my dreams shattering across my heart, and prehaps my mind as well. I say it forever, and I say it for perhaps the last time... I love you, and I will for now, and perhaps forever, till then, Tsuyoku nareta kara...
Futo shita shunkan tsunoru kimochi ja naku sukoshizutsu sodatete iku mono da ne aisuru kimochi ha..

And to end my most depressing week of my life I shall change my life for the better or well... just change it! By monday when we return to school I will be different, I shall be what I am and nothing more. I lived a fake life for almost four years, ever day I lose something inside myself, now I need I got nothing left to lose, and now I give up... I surrender....

...Sore ga, Ai deshou...

Kimi ni aete, ureshikatta... Perhaps we will meet again.

Imamade de ichiban kanashikatta koto wa sayonara to itta kimi ga naite ita koto. So I shall never cry.

Kai de mis da te hai yao yo ding da mein, we dongzhou bi fie gau ni ga doungshie!!