could my life be any sadder?
oh dear. this isnt really a depressed post cos 1. I'm not depressed and 2. i cant be bothered with the lack of sympathy any more. basically im just a bit narked cos life has returned to the way it was before i went to uni. and i mean EXACTLY the same. I don't go out, I haven't touched alcohol for weeks, ive only spoken to you guys once (duck night), im sat here online with nothing to do and nobody to talk to cos im a boring person and im glum. woo for university changing my life. i had a great couple of months and then everything returns to normal. i f*cking hate it. i AM learning not to swear though which is great cos it means i can be a polite girl. except for the above expletive but i even starred that out. woo i'm gonna be a girl again. isnt life exciting. Jim hasn't phoned today cos he's gone to Norfolk to stay in their house there. thats made me glum too. i dont like long distance crap. but i like him enough to not even consider another 1-night stand. i think he's got to me seriously. we're going to London on 10th january which is gonna be sooooo seriously great. we're going to the British Museum and to dinner in Covent Garden and we're staying in his uncle's house and it's gonna be wonderful to see him. i hope neither of us have changed too much over xmas. i havent gone this long without a hug from a guy for a seriously long time. cos obv will and andy and dan hug me all the time at uni - we're a touchy feely kinda group. so basically im feeling a distinct lack of humanity and love. probably need to sleep. and insert some proper sentences and the occasional new paragraph. never mind.
BTW are you doing anything for New Year? anybody?
BTW are you doing anything for New Year? anybody?