5 months later.....

Dec 23, 2008 01:03


it's been a while.
alot longer than i anticipated it being.
for anyone who actually reads this shit.
a million apologies.
life has been a whirlwind.
it's kind of forced my words past my brain, but the wind has kept that from moving past my finger tips.
i have a cold.
it sucks and it drives me insane, but i will have to do.
m will be here in a few days.
still don't know what we're doing for new years.
didn't really know what to ask for for christmas, it was rather odd.
then again, this is me.
friends that i have are amazing.
love them to death, they light my nights, they color my empty canvas.
my heart is still lacking it's companion.
that doesn't bother me so much anymore.
for the last time i tried to give it away...it was dropped and shattered.
i'll keep it in this time around, i can't, won't drop it on my own.
words still fill so much of my mind, so much of me.
i'm still not wise enough to figure out how exactly they're supposed to spill out.
i've finally figured out that the world around me is what's fucked up.
not me, per say, and that offers reassurance.
currently obssessed with a foreign import.
with a maybe slightly better than average face.
a so so body.
a look to die for.
sex appeal that makes the knees buckle.
and a voice that will always linger long after it's gone.
i used to think girls would be the death of me.
i was wrong.
it's defenitely boys.
the girls put me back together.
the boys tear me apart.
not to say they're all bad.
never that.
a new year is upon us.
and only the gods know what it's gonna bring.
sorry for the 5 month delay.
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