i need help.
going on day 4. yes, 4, cuatro, quat.
WITH NO GODDAMN SLEEP.
not that sleep is essential, because seriously, we can do that when we're dead.
BUT...fourth consecutive sun up? that CAN'T be healthy can it?
and the headaches have returned, and hardcore.
ma gave me one of her rx pills. it helped the headache.
too bad it felt like i was functioning in water.
to say that my actions, my thoughts, my...well, just me was on a delay is a SERIOUS understatement.
i mean, really, what's wrong with me?
sleep is alluding me, dreams are still a hesitation, life is still....unatainable?
wanna know how i know something is wrong?
i was driving to work, earlier today, and the music was blaring as always, it was AFI, AND I WASN'T SINGING.
what is that?
gotta go. another sunrise awaits me, just to be taunted by a later sunset.
i should talk to someone, see a doctor, something.
sleepless? check.
loss of appetite? check.
feelings of absolute devastion? check.
yes sir, i believe i may very well have problem.
help? anyone?