Hiatus...
OK, ‘we’ll chat/meet again.’ :)
Goodbyes are so sad, don’t you think? That’s why I’m not saying Goodbye.
WHEN exactly, I don’t know.
I’m just going off the bend for some time. A hiatus you can say, from the online life. At least for some time. You say, not again! But, this is not because I got hurt or something. Well, I did somewhat but not internettily. (Copyright of this word is all mine!)
But, hey, who cares? *rolls eyes*
Then again, not that you guys don’t! (Thanks to Amy, Mugglets and Marak, who were sweet enough to drop by and show their concerns. I love you all so much! Will miss you! *sends huggles and love to f-list*)
This is just a thing I’m doing to clear my mind off all the rubbish that has accumulated inside. And I tell you, it will take time! I also gotta get off my writer’s block! It’s becoming huge and I just don’t know what to do with it anymore except for willing myself to write something, ANYTHING, instead of watching the cursor blink on the empty Word screen. (God help me!)
Anyway, so, no messengers, (MSN or Yahoo), LJ, orkutting, or anything. I’m just taking an off from online life temporarily. I’ll miss all my f-list, and really hope everything is going well with everyone!
I’ll of course be available through email. Hey, I’m not going to swear off throughout. Who lives without the net anyway these days? ;)
So, all the best of luck to all!
Talk/chat ya again soon enough!
Love,
~ Tania/Afreen
PS: I’ll leave you with Fort Minor’s ‘Believe me,’ because I believe this way.
I don't want to be the one to blame.
You like fun and games?
Keep playing them.
I'm just saying, think back then;
We were like one and the same.
On the right track, but I was on the wrong train;
Just like that, now you've got a face to pain,
And the devil's got a fresh new place to play
In your brain, like a maze you can never escape the rain;
Every damn day is the same shade of grey.
Hey, I used have a little bit of a plan.
Used to have a concept of where I stand.
But that concept slipped right out of my hands,
Now, I don't really even know who I am.
So, what do I have to say;
Maybe, I should do what I have to do to break free?
Whatever happens to you, we'll see,
But it's not gonna happen to me.
I guess that this is where we've come to.
If you don't want to
Then you don't have to believe me.
But I won't be there when you go down,
Just so you know now,
You're on your own now believe me.
Back then, I thought you were just like me.
Somebody who could see all the pain I see.
But you proved to me unintentionally,
That you would self-destruct eventually.
Now I'm thinking like the mistake I made doesn't hurt.
But it's not gonna work,
Cause it's really much worse than I thought.
I wished you were something that you were not,
And now this guilt is really all that I got.
You turned your back
And walked away in shame.
All you got is a memory of pain.
Nothing makes sense so you stare at the ground.
I hear your voice in my head when no one's around.
What do I have to say,
Maybe, I should do what I have to do to break free.
Whatever happens to you, we'll see,
But it's not gonna happen to me.
I guess that this is where we've come to.
If you don't want to
Then you don't have to believe me.
But I won't be there when you go down,
Just so you know now,
You're on your own now believe me.
Goodbyes are so sad, don’t you think? That’s why I’m not saying Goodbye.
WHEN exactly, I don’t know.
I’m just going off the bend for some time. A hiatus you can say, from the online life. At least for some time. You say, not again! But, this is not because I got hurt or something. Well, I did somewhat but not internettily. (Copyright of this word is all mine!)
But, hey, who cares? *rolls eyes*
Then again, not that you guys don’t! (Thanks to Amy, Mugglets and Marak, who were sweet enough to drop by and show their concerns. I love you all so much! Will miss you! *sends huggles and love to f-list*)
This is just a thing I’m doing to clear my mind off all the rubbish that has accumulated inside. And I tell you, it will take time! I also gotta get off my writer’s block! It’s becoming huge and I just don’t know what to do with it anymore except for willing myself to write something, ANYTHING, instead of watching the cursor blink on the empty Word screen. (God help me!)
Anyway, so, no messengers, (MSN or Yahoo), LJ, orkutting, or anything. I’m just taking an off from online life temporarily. I’ll miss all my f-list, and really hope everything is going well with everyone!
I’ll of course be available through email. Hey, I’m not going to swear off throughout. Who lives without the net anyway these days? ;)
So, all the best of luck to all!
Talk/chat ya again soon enough!
Love,
~ Tania/Afreen
PS: I’ll leave you with Fort Minor’s ‘Believe me,’ because I believe this way.
I don't want to be the one to blame.
You like fun and games?
Keep playing them.
I'm just saying, think back then;
We were like one and the same.
On the right track, but I was on the wrong train;
Just like that, now you've got a face to pain,
And the devil's got a fresh new place to play
In your brain, like a maze you can never escape the rain;
Every damn day is the same shade of grey.
Hey, I used have a little bit of a plan.
Used to have a concept of where I stand.
But that concept slipped right out of my hands,
Now, I don't really even know who I am.
So, what do I have to say;
Maybe, I should do what I have to do to break free?
Whatever happens to you, we'll see,
But it's not gonna happen to me.
I guess that this is where we've come to.
If you don't want to
Then you don't have to believe me.
But I won't be there when you go down,
Just so you know now,
You're on your own now believe me.
Back then, I thought you were just like me.
Somebody who could see all the pain I see.
But you proved to me unintentionally,
That you would self-destruct eventually.
Now I'm thinking like the mistake I made doesn't hurt.
But it's not gonna work,
Cause it's really much worse than I thought.
I wished you were something that you were not,
And now this guilt is really all that I got.
You turned your back
And walked away in shame.
All you got is a memory of pain.
Nothing makes sense so you stare at the ground.
I hear your voice in my head when no one's around.
What do I have to say,
Maybe, I should do what I have to do to break free.
Whatever happens to you, we'll see,
But it's not gonna happen to me.
I guess that this is where we've come to.
If you don't want to
Then you don't have to believe me.
But I won't be there when you go down,
Just so you know now,
You're on your own now believe me.