Jan 31, 2005 20:41
I'm starting to realize that i have lost so many friends. Theres so many that i have to use 2 or more hands. People i used to be best frieneds with, i barley talk to now. It seems like they either dont want to hang out with me or i have no idea what. Maybe its me? Well it probably is me. I could really prob. only name like 5-6 true friends i have right now and then for everyone else, Were all just lying to ourselves by saying that were each others best friends.
When someone tells me that they cant tell me certain things because their afraid i will tell my other friends, it just makes me realize how bad of a friend i must be.
"A best friend is someone who knows there's theres something wrong even when you have the biggest smile on your face. "
I dont know how many people could say that for me? I also dont know how many people i could do that for?
I'm probably the worst friend or best friend anyone could have. I'm sorry
So i dont care if you call me emo or what ever, but thats just what i think. And please dont just comment and tell me how i'm not a bad friend or anything, cuz then your just lying to me. I already know the truth.