the first time i saw you, i forgot to breathe <3.
Long time, no update! Christmas and New Year's Eve was AMAZING! I had the best winter break ever, but everyone has heard about that already so I don't need to go into too much detail. :)
This week has been the best week ever. I missed 2 days of school but they were medically excused :). Ryan was home the ENTIRE week. :) Ryan either took me to school or picked me up from school every day :). Ryan came to see me at work every day :). My work schedule hasn't sucked yet :).
I'm so happy right now, but so sad at the same time. :(
I spent my entire weekend with Ryan. :)On Friday, he picked me up from school and we went and got my nails fixed and my eyebrows waxed. After that, we went out to eat with his grandma, uncle and cousins. We ate wings, yum! :) Afterwards, Ryan and I met up with Andrea and Anthony to see a movie. They wanted to see White Noise and Ryan and I wanted to see Meet the Fockers, so we ended up going our seperate ways at that point. Before the movie though, Ryan and I went shopping with my 4826938123 dollars worth of mall gift certificates that I got for christmas. I bought him a shirt and I bought myself a really cute pink skirt. Meet the Fockers was hilarious. I love that movie. Then he dropped me off and I went to sleep.
On Saturday, I had to work from 9:45 to 4:00. I felt like crap. My head was pounding and my glands were still all swollen up from being sick. There were NO jewelry sales whatsoever. None. Zero. Nada. Glorida and I stood around until 1:30 and Madlyn sent me home. Thank God. After that, I went over to Ryan's and we went out on the three-wheeler. It was really fun. I got all dirty and I LOVED it. We went really fast :). We were going to go out on the boat but it was startng to get dark. Next time he comes home though, we are going to go fishing :). After that, we got cleaned up and met up with my family for dinner at Carrabba's. We waited 2 hours to be seated which sucked, but oh well. We got kind of tipsy at the bar while we waited :). Well everyone else did, I just ate bread and laughed. It loved being out with my entire family all at once. Mom, Rick, Jesse, Alea, and Ryan. It was so great. I wish Joyce, Steve and Ben were there :(. After that, Ryan and I went and rented movies and watched them at his house. Then I fell asleep there.
Today, Ryan and I went to church, then to breakfast. Afterwards, we helped out his grandma, then Ryan had to leave. I cried. A lot. I still am crying. I hate it when he leaves. It feels so hopeless because sometimes he doesn't know if he will be able to come back any time soon. :(
Andrea and I were talking in mat ht the other day about our friends. It really made me think about them and how things used to be. It also made me think about how things will be in the future. Its almost like I expected it, but I'm still surprised. I don't know. Its hard to explain.
I miss Pizza Night with Sarah.
I miss The Simple Life with Angela.
I miss shopping with Brian.
I miss my Fazoli's family.
I miss just being around Tiffany.
I know that if my heart aches like this now to miss these things when they are right next to me, its going to break into a million pieces when this school year ends. YOU are heaven sent, don't you dare forget. All of you. I love you guys. With my whole heart, my whole soul. With everything that is good inside of me, I love you guys.
Time for me to go and finish my Indonesia project. Maybe I'll go get some Taco Bell to make myself feel better. Then go to B&N and get a white chocolate mocha and read a book.
much love <3.
This week has been the best week ever. I missed 2 days of school but they were medically excused :). Ryan was home the ENTIRE week. :) Ryan either took me to school or picked me up from school every day :). Ryan came to see me at work every day :). My work schedule hasn't sucked yet :).
I'm so happy right now, but so sad at the same time. :(
I spent my entire weekend with Ryan. :)On Friday, he picked me up from school and we went and got my nails fixed and my eyebrows waxed. After that, we went out to eat with his grandma, uncle and cousins. We ate wings, yum! :) Afterwards, Ryan and I met up with Andrea and Anthony to see a movie. They wanted to see White Noise and Ryan and I wanted to see Meet the Fockers, so we ended up going our seperate ways at that point. Before the movie though, Ryan and I went shopping with my 4826938123 dollars worth of mall gift certificates that I got for christmas. I bought him a shirt and I bought myself a really cute pink skirt. Meet the Fockers was hilarious. I love that movie. Then he dropped me off and I went to sleep.
On Saturday, I had to work from 9:45 to 4:00. I felt like crap. My head was pounding and my glands were still all swollen up from being sick. There were NO jewelry sales whatsoever. None. Zero. Nada. Glorida and I stood around until 1:30 and Madlyn sent me home. Thank God. After that, I went over to Ryan's and we went out on the three-wheeler. It was really fun. I got all dirty and I LOVED it. We went really fast :). We were going to go out on the boat but it was startng to get dark. Next time he comes home though, we are going to go fishing :). After that, we got cleaned up and met up with my family for dinner at Carrabba's. We waited 2 hours to be seated which sucked, but oh well. We got kind of tipsy at the bar while we waited :). Well everyone else did, I just ate bread and laughed. It loved being out with my entire family all at once. Mom, Rick, Jesse, Alea, and Ryan. It was so great. I wish Joyce, Steve and Ben were there :(. After that, Ryan and I went and rented movies and watched them at his house. Then I fell asleep there.
Today, Ryan and I went to church, then to breakfast. Afterwards, we helped out his grandma, then Ryan had to leave. I cried. A lot. I still am crying. I hate it when he leaves. It feels so hopeless because sometimes he doesn't know if he will be able to come back any time soon. :(
Andrea and I were talking in mat ht the other day about our friends. It really made me think about them and how things used to be. It also made me think about how things will be in the future. Its almost like I expected it, but I'm still surprised. I don't know. Its hard to explain.
I miss Pizza Night with Sarah.
I miss The Simple Life with Angela.
I miss shopping with Brian.
I miss my Fazoli's family.
I miss just being around Tiffany.
I know that if my heart aches like this now to miss these things when they are right next to me, its going to break into a million pieces when this school year ends. YOU are heaven sent, don't you dare forget. All of you. I love you guys. With my whole heart, my whole soul. With everything that is good inside of me, I love you guys.
Time for me to go and finish my Indonesia project. Maybe I'll go get some Taco Bell to make myself feel better. Then go to B&N and get a white chocolate mocha and read a book.
much love <3.