it only hurts when i breathe.
concert last night was fun. we were too cute :). we get to perform again on friday for the little kids, so that'll be sweet.
this week has been pretty good so far besides the whole not being able to stay awake in any of my classes. that sucks. exams are soon, so that'll be nice. i NEED winter break. school is starting to get overwhelming. i felt accomplished today though. i finished my english portfolio with kacey and khristy. i went to Ryan's and got a new job. Thank you Sarah!! :) my mom and i put up the christmas tree. i just need to help decorate it though.
things at home have been kind of tense. idk what to do. i know its all my fault. i'm the worst kid ever.
thingsh ave been so great but then so shitty at the same time. i have to tell madlyn that i'm quitting work now. i feel bad about it, but then i don't.
i got my mom the most christmas presents this year. is that bad? she deserves them the most. i don't think i'm getting presents for my friends this year. sorry guys, i just can't afford it. i get my next paycheck tomorrow and i bet it'll be tiny. and i already owe my mom one month's worth of car insurance money. you guys dont have to get me anything, so if you were planning on it, don't. i don't need or want anything.
why am i being so dramatic? i feel like everyone is mad at me for something right now. wtf? i'm never like this. ugh......christmas break can't get here soon enough.
leave me some love. xoxo
this week has been pretty good so far besides the whole not being able to stay awake in any of my classes. that sucks. exams are soon, so that'll be nice. i NEED winter break. school is starting to get overwhelming. i felt accomplished today though. i finished my english portfolio with kacey and khristy. i went to Ryan's and got a new job. Thank you Sarah!! :) my mom and i put up the christmas tree. i just need to help decorate it though.
things at home have been kind of tense. idk what to do. i know its all my fault. i'm the worst kid ever.
thingsh ave been so great but then so shitty at the same time. i have to tell madlyn that i'm quitting work now. i feel bad about it, but then i don't.
i got my mom the most christmas presents this year. is that bad? she deserves them the most. i don't think i'm getting presents for my friends this year. sorry guys, i just can't afford it. i get my next paycheck tomorrow and i bet it'll be tiny. and i already owe my mom one month's worth of car insurance money. you guys dont have to get me anything, so if you were planning on it, don't. i don't need or want anything.
why am i being so dramatic? i feel like everyone is mad at me for something right now. wtf? i'm never like this. ugh......christmas break can't get here soon enough.
leave me some love. xoxo