Fragile
Everything in my life is falling apart. Nothing is solid, even the ground beneath me is shifting like liquid. Soon to be in-between jobs, except I don't have anything lined up. I guess that is called unemployed. My wife wants to leave me and I will lose the house, furniture and the dog. The mess in the basement and driveway is overwhelming, I can't blame her for that. I have nothing. I am nothing.
In general women seem interested, until their computer is fixed, or their project is finished, at which point the charade is over. I know I am not good looking, but am I really that bad looking? Weird? Or a horrible personality to be around?
I am so scared and alone. I want to curl up in a ball.
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