It's the last chance to feel again
I think my wish came true. I am hardly thinking anymore, I get by the days just like that. Go for classes, do readings, study for tests, do assignments, go for trainings, meet random people for random lunches/dinners, stay at home. Occasionally I still feel the angst, but I get over it pretty quickly. If I were to assess my performance, I think I did well. Deserve an A probably. I want to turn a blind eye to things happening around me, 'cause I suppose I'd feel better not knowing them. New, like everything's new. Really, now in retrospect, I don't even know why I cried so much. But if every one who comes along will have you realize that maybe you don't want/need him/her as much as you'd like to think, why are we even in this game at all? Weird, weird. Weird happenings seem to be rampant nowadays.