school sucks...and i'm dumb
basically i'm failing school (slight exaggeration but still)...physics is so retarded..not the course but the teacher. i mean like in what kind of a messed up class do you get LESS marks for understanding the problem and getting the right answer than you do for not not understanding the question, or the fundamental theory of the question and getting the wrong answer? Yea..that's right, i got a lower mark on a question for getting it right and knowing it then others who fucked up the questions but managed to write down neat but WRONG formulas.
And another thing, on a physics, science or math test you have a section called "communication" and such a section is worth 10-15% of the test or is usually ranked on a scale of 0-4++. or such was the class for every single class for the past 3 years and every single class other than physics this year. So, me being the dumb ass that I am, figured it would be the same for physics..but what do you know? there are no communication marks on tests but rather they just come out of my bloody TIPS marks with no limit to how much marks I can lose..soo..I can understand everything, get all the answers right and still end up getting 0. I mean isn't that the reason why they made up this system of k/u, tips, comm, and app was so that you can break down what the student knew?
so instead of getting a 89% on a test I got 78% (due to 6 marks lost because I used mathematically correct formulas but apparently "c" stands for the speed of light even when labled otherwise on a bloody diagram)
but then again, maybe I'm just a retard because other people can get 100% in her course. that has to be it..the teacher is never wrong, always the student. i want to take this as motivation to do better in the future, but right now? I feel like I'm a retard and not worthy of shit. Guess the past 3 years of high school has been a trick and me deceiving myself into thinking that I am actually smart enough to try to get into top notch universities.
last thoughts? go watch hockey guys and fuck me.
And another thing, on a physics, science or math test you have a section called "communication" and such a section is worth 10-15% of the test or is usually ranked on a scale of 0-4++. or such was the class for every single class for the past 3 years and every single class other than physics this year. So, me being the dumb ass that I am, figured it would be the same for physics..but what do you know? there are no communication marks on tests but rather they just come out of my bloody TIPS marks with no limit to how much marks I can lose..soo..I can understand everything, get all the answers right and still end up getting 0. I mean isn't that the reason why they made up this system of k/u, tips, comm, and app was so that you can break down what the student knew?
so instead of getting a 89% on a test I got 78% (due to 6 marks lost because I used mathematically correct formulas but apparently "c" stands for the speed of light even when labled otherwise on a bloody diagram)
but then again, maybe I'm just a retard because other people can get 100% in her course. that has to be it..the teacher is never wrong, always the student. i want to take this as motivation to do better in the future, but right now? I feel like I'm a retard and not worthy of shit. Guess the past 3 years of high school has been a trick and me deceiving myself into thinking that I am actually smart enough to try to get into top notch universities.
last thoughts? go watch hockey guys and fuck me.